Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Dear Mr President

Putting the song title as my post title....I was looking thru the youtube website, I found out this PINK's song called Dear Mr President. With Pink questioning the political facts and the legitimacy on the war raging right now.

I was moved by thr tune and the lyrics, especially when they were showing all the pictures of the war and people suffering from poverty. I was very moved by the entire music video. So I should Bush this question, what have you done for the past 7 years? How are you going to answer to all American parents whose sons are in either dead in combat or still living under malaise situation. What I mean by malaise is the uneasiness when encountering bullets and engaging in patrol and battle. Sending in 21500 troops isnt a new strategy but shifting to a more diplomatic approach is then called a refreshing strategy of Iraq. You have made a mistake in the first place to wage this war and it is time to tell us how are you going to fix this problem.

A precedent I can think of is the Vietnam War, when Lyndon Johnson sent 500,000 troops to fight in Vietnam, thought the manpower for this war is only 20% of the amount in Vietnam. The amount is still enormous. If the situation is staying status quo, more and more innocent servicemen will be lost. Is this the outcome you want, with no objectives achieved or " MISSION FAILED" and also massive amount of casaulties. This involves the whole nation, the whole nation is at stake, and you have left the whole country a big mess.

What have you done for the past 7 yrs?

Anyway, the song lyrics for DEAR MR PRESIDENT by Pink:

Pink - Dear Mr. President Lyrics(feat. Indigo Girls)

Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly
What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held highCan you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pay the road to hell
What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh
How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

A 2-mth recap

Ok it's been 2 mths since I have last updated my blog or you can say ages....haha well, juz got back frm sg last night...it is a first time experience for arriving so late at any destination.....well, in sg, the period oversees the 10th year anniversary of the Asian Financial Crisis, 10th Anniversary of Handover of HK to China and the Live Earth Performances all around the globe....one thing i might have missed out: Release of the Last Book of Harry Potter.....Basically this trip back to sg can be considered as a fruitful, of course gain a deeper understanding of financial education....financial freedom.....thru seminars and shows, oh ya 40 years of NS, ok out of point....shld be in the sentence before....Met up wif haikiat, lormee, don, nd and davin, yuchian and xiaoting.....considerably many coz a lot of pple went in NS, especially kevin and tzepeng, helping out in the NDP, particularly no time to fork out on Sats....However, fortunately, I talked to them over the phone on occasional periods.....
Also, I have to say that this trip back to sg is more of meeting up wif relatives than with friends....met up wif my aunts and godmother, grandparents.....Glad to see that my grandpa is as healthy as before, I was most glad when I had the chance to go out with him to Bras Brasa to buy books....especially hearing that he has not been going anywhere since a few yrs ago.....With lots of assurance of the well-being of my family, I am so relieved now and back to begin my Sem 2.....juz as I have told pple about the significance of mi going back, it can mean a sense of accomplishment because it symbolises that you have completed one semester, half a yr is gone and another sem to go.....and then you cleared a year of uni study.....especially for year-end hols.....it symbolises that not only you have completed one sem, but also one yr of studies.....for this year-end, it can also mean that graduation will be within my grasps if i can do well in this sem....it will be as though it is telling you: 2nd year down, one more yr to go.....so this year-end will be the hols i realli looking forward to.....This winter vacation can be a fruitful but not as juicy as last year's.....well, but b4 anything is possible, I will need to pull thru the next two sems.....I will remain upbeat, given my track records....I will strive and work for the best.....
ok, i will sign off now cheers

Thursday, May 10, 2007

As at this moment, i shld be doing some amendments for my BF assignment but i am not....Fortunately i officially finished brief 1 but not brief 3's amendments....after i submit my assignment, i shall have accounting method waiting for mi to complete (not onli tt, but also commence)....i juz hope sth can boost my morale to complete all these assignments....procastination and exhaustion have plagued my soul.....

cheers and nitez

Monday, May 07, 2007

I JUZ WANNA SAY IT IS GREAT BEING JUBILANT AGAIN!!!!!! coZ IT IS ALL OVER, MANCHESTER UNITED ARE NOW THE CHAMPIONS OF EPL!!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Ok, first entry after a major revamp....

yes i have changed my blogskin.....i presume to all readers, it looks much better....ok, i shall start whining abt my life so far here in adelaide....well, business finance assignment due on 10 may which might be two weeks later....i onli did abt 70 per cent of the appendix part for brief 3....and i am still dazed wif how to solve them.....yes, den also 4 days later the practice set for accounting method and a test soon....i am so nervous wif my time management (although i onli plan to get it organised, it is still in a big mess), it might appear to be flegling for amateurs(of time management)....
well, abruptly tot of some parts of wat happened at the chinese new year celebrations at my aunt's house.....my uncle and father saw eye to eye on most issues, every time they meet up, they will always tok abt politics and wat happens in the business world....u noe my dad, i rarely see him open his mouth at home.....my mum called it the sign of intellect....ok i have to agree wif tt....as i believe tt a quiet dog will bite but a noisy one wouldnt.....well, everytime my uncle and dad meet up, they can tok abt mostly anything they struck their mind.....hmmm yes, well, they persuaded to take up accounting degree......i mean they explain why they want me to study accounting.....den i rmb frm someone else's blog entry which talks abt being materialistic.....
ok, i have to admit that singaporean society is very materialistic....it isnt abt properties, being rich, it is abt the importance of having a degree frm prestigious unis....I have watched the film "Singapore dreaming" which showcases the society in singapore.....Well, i am not yearning to be rich; not passionate abt my name being printed in the Forbes list.....However, in this society, wif money, you cannot survive; just like the Mastercard ad, there are some things money cant buy....this is absolutely right.....
Frankly speaking when pple calls mi to get into business, my dad hopes tt i can be a financial controller of some corporation.....Yes, just like some wise man says, everyone is entitled to their own views. Well, in my opinion, i am not realli interested in that, but sth else....I juz feel i am not of business material....the strategy to make a company prosperous, or achieve healthy growth....i am not interested in those....Thank you guys for showing ur concern for my future but dun you worry, everything shld be planned for mi by now.....Ya making money, i am not in it....My cousin whom my uncle and dad tried to convince to study accounting when he gets into uni, sounded dismissive by saying "i am not interested in money"....
According to Poor Dad Rich Dad, no one is not interested in money...if not why are there people going to work? What do they work for? Ya....tt's it.....

Sunday, April 22, 2007

exposure to the real world.....

ok, i shall reveal sth, during my time as an admin clerk in uob.....i realised tt everyone has been "reprimanded" in some ways, even mi myself......during the short period of time in uob, i wasnt quite used to the office life, totally an untrodden land to mi....where criticisms are in the air, meant for everyone....well, quite a gd starting ground for mi (a sneak preview of office life).....well, censoring the part of wat exactly happened...i juz said i came across this senior worker in the office hu happened to be veri kind, her name is jenny in her 50s or 60s, assist mi a lot in the face of the mountainous workload....she consoled mi, she did not want mi to have phobia upon hearing all these criticisms... well, i dunno y but maybe it was my first time or sth....
or is it? not realli used to being pointed fingers at....the idea of "nth to do wif mi and u are responsible and u are being accounted for", tis is sth i loathe....forgive mi for being harsh but tis is wat i tink.....i dunno, accountability.....everyone is accountable for their own actions, and make sure they all account for wat they did.....well, maybe to assure tt no one is perfect....not saying i commit sth in my life and you did not...i am not talking mistakes which are criminal....but common mistake which everyone is expected to commit....frm mistakes u learn.....oh tt senior told mi sth which i will always rmb which is accept opprobium and move on wif it.....i guess, i shld always bear tis in mind....tis is the real world.....
anyway, i watched the last episode of west wing on the tele, everyone juz say tt tis show can cure their insomina....i tot tis show is nice, though the fact tt tis show was meant for entertainment, my lecturer once exploit tis film to make it educational.....when my lecturer was introducing US politics to us, he let us watch a preview of the show....well, he does not stand alone....many pple did the same thing as him i believe.....
cheers, i tot i would have typed everything i thought of for this entry but in the end, it doesnt even hit 40 percent of it

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

If u wanna regret or repent, do it b4 it is too late.

Ya it has been a while since i last update this entry.....last tues, i received news abt my ah gong....but i deferred my calling back home....it wasnt until sat tt week till i get clear of wat eactly has happened to my grandpa/ah gong....his cancer has spreaded to the lower backbone....now he feels pain on his both legs and lower bone....whenever, he moves and stands. i felt guilty once i received tt sms frm my uncle regarding wat happen to ah gong.....i shld have called him earlier, i am not filial, i am supposed to be as his grandson....he treated us so well!!! he loved us, and played wif us since young.....i was having flashbacks at tt instant when i was at mclaren vale on sat....
#1: ah gong will always sit at the guest room which was next to the kitchen, looking at us while mi and my sis were still having lunch....with a buff on the cigarrete.....then once we finished lunch, we will run to sit on my ahgong's laps, mi on the left one, and my sis on the right....
#2: ah gong will always bring us out downstairs and buy us ice-creams.....even the uncle at the mamak (is tt rite) shop noes my ah gong as we visited tt shop so many times.....same goes to the lady boss at the minimart.....we were in high spirits once we got ice-creams and always enjoy ah gong's company....one of the things we looked forward then was the arrival of our grandparents at our house....
#3: ah gong drove my dad's car to the airport and fetched my dad....true, at first i felt sth was amiss, since tt's my dad's car, no one has ever touched the car except my dad....y ah gong can drive it? oh, ah gong was once a taxi driver....so cool....i have watched him drive twice.....i rmb tt time when ah gong drove my dad's car to the airport, tt was the last time i saw him touch the steering wheel....
#4: ah gong always sat down with us on the floor and played coins wif us....we will use the coins and let it spin on the floor....everytime when i wanna spin the coins, i will always tink of this.....i can still rmb the facial expression of my ah gong at tt time, smiling.....with spiky moustache and beard....always felt the spikiness when he kissed us on the cheek....
a stronger, slimmer ah gong years ago.....i will nv ever 4get the love he showered us wif.....if u ask mi wat values he taught mi, i will say this "Ai pin cai hui ying"....work hard and you will win.....i will nv 4 get tt as well....
though he do not play wif mi and my sis juz like yrs ago, we noe frm the bottom of our heart tt his love for us nv change.....i did not noe abt myself, my mindset at tt time....i tot all these are the rights i shld receive frm all my loved ones, of coz including my parents....Onli till sat, i realised tt i too was worried abt my ah gong's health as well.....till then i realised he always owns a place in my heart.....no one can replace him, sometimes i address pple as auntie uncle, ah-ma, but i have nv address someone as ahgong.....ya, the showering of love is not an entitlement, it is a privilege given to mi....shld not take things for granted.....
so i called my ah gong on sat nite, tok to him for a while.....i said to him sth i would have nv said to him.....sth materialized thru the process called emotional outburst, i said when i come back i want to c u stand and walk healthy in my presence, ah gong went "ok, deal".....u still have to see mi graduate, u still have to c ur great grandchildren, dun leave us!!!! everyone, my aunts and uncles, dad and mum, mi and my sis, want to see u belong to us.....everyone's ah gong.....fight on, not the time for u yet....NOT YET!!!!!
i am proud to be ur grandson, and as ur grandson, i will do everything to to keep u wif us....well, pray and pray and pray.....Heaven, grant us more time, i still have not done him proud and many things i have not done....
Lastly, to say "Ah gong, I have faith in you, everyone is doing their best for you!!!! Fight on and live on"...I will pray for you....cheers

Thursday, April 12, 2007

A mind overloaded wif mixture of thoughts......

yes my mind is officially overloaded....i see this is the outcome of not updating my blog.....i realise tis blog provides mi a platform which i can pour out everything, juz like i confide in my confidant.....ok den yes, this week is piled up wif assignments, drving theory test and commitments.....yes i submitted my assignment, and i sat for the drving theory test....i made the last edition in the morning before i submit my assignment....wat i heard abt the assignment is tt if u fail tis assignment u fail the entire subject.....tis is sth worth astonished abt.....readers out there,it is beyond words to describe how i am panicking now.....but there is sth i wanna tok abt- an incident....tt happened two days ago....wat happened? we were discussing abt the second question of the assignment for the common law part.....mi, kinghan, tinyik, wutong were discussing.....arguing whether it is doctrine of ultra vires we shld be using or indoor management rule.....i can tell ya it was an inconclusive argument instead of typical discussion we always had....i tot at a split second, tis is an discussion not debating in parliament.....everyone held firm to their views of the situation and they argued pugnaciously......imagine how tense the atmosphere it can be if we were doing tis face-to-face.....well, wat is done cannot be undone....fingers crossed.....wat is it tt leaves an impression in my mind is the discussion we had over msn.....ya noe, either indoor management or doctrine of ultra vires......two options, but drawing a line between them seems to be so insurmountable.....Law? is there any correct or wrong answers? No, as long as u have the adequate evidence or approriate facts to prove ur stand, this answer is correct....wat i witnessed tt day was truly tense....being a spectator and not realli joining the convo, i have to say beyond words to describe......den the conclusion onli came the next day, my frien who took the other side finally "surrender".......is such contest ever going to appear again in future, in which i am the main part of it? nt sure, sometimes i juz question whether i have the faith to defeat my adversary in terms of the clash of ideas...maybe i might need some time to assimilate my facts and stand before i get myself involved......tt tense discussion certainly cast a shadow on mi....every time i tink abt comm law, i will always rmb tis.....maybe it will spell out how insurmountable u can ever get thru this sub.....
ok, after submitting my assignment, i went to take the drivers' theory test, certainly make urself a multi-tasker.....actually once last yr, i have tried studying two subjects concurrently.....i hate it when i always open msn messenger, the nokia advertisement always appear.....a pain in the neck.....well, back to the pt, exiting the multi-tasker topic for another topic, heart was thumping at the ot b4 i sat for the test, but woah, everything is over and wif a gd ending.....i passed it and at one go......
ok, den Young Master juz dunno wat is hardship.....in the westernised term, prince is used to describe pple like mi, while in mandarin, "da shao ye" is the term.....haha ok, the Prince a.k.a Young Master Ming Chien.....wanna go out there and find out wat exactly is hardship, i noe wat i shld do to achieve it....not at a young age anymore, need to get out there and noe the world haha...a few weeks ago, i came across this lady with tarot cards.....3 piles, 9 cards in each pile.....when it comes to choosing different inner voices starts to grow louder and louder, ur mind can be torn into 3 parts, which one to choose, in the end i used my gut feeling to choose the middle pile, and the cards, actually says i am beginning to manage my own life.....going out there independently hahaha.....ya it is time to acquire life experiences rather than cooping up either at home or in the small world which prevent us frm seeing wat the actual world is like? ya, the world is big haha.......cheers outta here

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Liberated frm the world of mid-sem test for now.....

ok i am very delirious to declare that i have finished my bf mid-sem test.....in fact, i did not lament on tt 50-min when i was sitting for it.....james told mi not to study, it is still the same if u do study for it.....outcome is still a fail.....yesterday, the 3 wolves: mi, tinyik and kinghan....as usual went for the test and den lecture....kinghan, sticking to routine; sat somewhere else alone when sitting for tests. mi and tinyik, also sticking to routine; sitting together.....well, the test realli can hang someone instanteously if tt person have not taken any finance-related courses ever in his life....i can tell u tt....i was realli clueless of wat to do, though i do noe how to answer some questions in there....
i tot of naruto, when they were supposed to do the jounin test, sitting for the theory segment of the exam haha, the test was not meant to test how knowledgable u are, but test ur copying skills (how well-versed u r)....i believe it also applies to the test yesterday, pple peeping at other pple's work haha it's a sure thing.....
anyway, they will be concentrating on their financial accounting test, for mi comm law assignment: i am currently brushing thru textbook and notes to recap wat have i learnt.....in order to tackle the questions....well, hopefully everything goes well.....
well, speaking of the 3 wolves which is ranked according to our seniority haha: tinyik the eldest, king han the second, and mi the third and the youngest haha.....at least, we have a term for our gang, yup, hang out everytime after lectures or b4 lectures haha well, hope tt tis can continue for the next 1.5 yrs we have left in tis uni.....everlasting friendship, my buds in uni, the ones i always look forward to during lecs haha......juz realised a lot of friens around mi are willing to give mi a hand when i am in need of guidance and help or assistance haha.....beyond words to express how i feel as at tis moment, neither do i feel like saying anything when i meet u all.....i am always veri grateful, u have added colours to my life here in adelaide, one of the most wonderful memories i will take wif mi.....i expect the 4 yrs when i am here will be filled wif flamboyant colours.....sth i will nv 4get....the wolves haha arhooooooo!!!!! reno and mark are my bestest mentors plus advisors, of coz i will nv 4get u all!!!! well, instead of writing out my routine here in my entry, i tot it will much more wise of mi to make use of tis blog to share wif u all my mentality, my opinions of things in general.....much more worthwhile....cheers

Monday, April 02, 2007

Hmmm ok

yes ok, i have the "cheek" to update my blog instead of studying for bf tmr.....well, a couple of big decisions made, not going to mel this hols, coz got academic commitments....n ya....bf test tmr haha, flipping comm law tutes and notes and text for a while, argh promoters, doctrine of ultra vires. ok, law jargon can be locked up at the back of my mind for now......anyway, went to the Welcome Dinner organised by ASBC yesterday, had a lot of fun in my own table or rather call it in my own world haha....wif committee members, debby, betty and may haha with the exception of phy and hans over at the other table.....hmmmm anyway, a line of wat de michael chin's words struck mi tt nite.....human capital, pple like us studying are the human capital everyone wants to focus on....whenever u go....but wat actually struck was the peripheral of wat he said: be it going back where you come frm or staying here and work, cherish ur life here, ur life here will be one of most memorable experiences ever in ur life.....well, i agree, i certainly have to go back for NS, i was thinking what the scene will be like wif mi wandering around the city and the campus shortly after i throw my graduation hat high up into the air.....i tot of myself having all the flashbacks for the past 4 yrs i had spent here in adelaide.....frm a quiet and introverted filled wif ambitions young 17 to wateva i will become when i throw my hat into the air.....u noe mi and don actually saw eye to eye on where we are going to work upon graduation: we came to a consensus tt sg will be a much better place to work.....well, if my future plans does not experience any evolution, i guess upon graduation, i will be leaving for gd.....hmmmm maybe no!!!! hu noes, juz dun wanna disappoint my friens in adelaide haha...i sort of got attached to the place when i first left adelaide.....miss everything abt sg, including news, food, pastime and outings.....well, i have failed to cycle at pulau ubin wif my friens juz because i was working.....gosh....i have yet to utilise and realise wat the accounting degree can provide mi in terms of job opportunites. hmmm cant wait for june 30th to come so tt i can fly back to sg.....hoepfully a gathering will be organised, craving for it for 3 yrs and the class t-shirt as well .....hmmm but for sth, i have submitted my application juz early last mth, they emailed mi saying tt i will be informed of my application status within 3 mths....till now no reply, hopefully gd news will be coming my way....anyway, to enforce patience, i juz have to say to myself: "no news is good news"....ya fingers crossed....all riddy outta here cheers

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Ok, another random blog!!!!

oh, updating my blog.....tmr will be the Welcome Dinner by ASBC at the Mings' Palace. and James is in da House, haha but he is not overlooking what i am typing now!!!! ok, back to the pt, next week is the last week b4 the mid-sem break...don and nd will be back in sg....but i am still drooling over how i will spend the 2 weeks endowed to mi......well, going on a roadtrip to mclaren vale, on the 14th, 12th will be the deadline for my comm law assignment, and the coming tues will be my bf (business finance) test....oh man, bf-ing is the new term i have created....hmmmm heard tt this test is so difficult that a lot of pple failed, but the test is redeemable as written in the course outline haha hmmmm, have been visiting several pple's blogs and regularly looking at my blog's tagboard haha hmmmm, weird ones and pple calling mi (gayy), ok, end of comments....

AND LES, STOP UR NONSENSE, I AM 100 PERCENT NORMAL, NOT GAYYYYY!!!!!!! haha

well, haha still dunno whether i will go mel or not, 500 dollars max to go there, 5th to the 10th was the period of time proposed....hmmmm and also, dad is coming on the 21st....well, i am frantic over bf haha....wat will happen on tues???? gosh, juz an entry depicting my recent routine and plan for my hols, nth special as the last 2 entries....cheers outta here

Monday, March 26, 2007

Blog-restructuring

ok, blog-restructuring....relatively short entry tis is going to be.....KISS (Keep it Simple Stupid), yes, according to some readers, for the blogskin, they sort of tot it was veri gayish....ok, ladies and gentlemen i share these concerns, this is why i have decided tt i will look for a new blogskin, to replace the 5566 one (well, in the past i will say no to changing), but this time, i am going to.....all rite yawns, 0.01am now, gotta sleep *snores*

Thursday, March 22, 2007

BLEACH!!!!! INTROPECTIVE ENTRY

yes, boring mi!!!! the youtube released the first half of the bleach episode 119....guess those bleach fans out there, will like to find out wat happen to Ikkaku after he released his bankai bah!!!!! i have to say his bankai is COOL!!!!! heard frm reno tt his BANKAI is second to only one person out of those hu noes how to release the second level of zanpoktu (did i get tt rite?).....well, upon watching the first half of episode 119, i sort of getting myself into deep sense of thought abt everything in general.....my thing in mind started to surface: wat am i searching for? How do I come abt having this thing in my mind?
You noe, i have commenced having these questions materialized in my head ever since i watched bleach episode 109....hmmm drooling over the idea....well, my review on tt particular episode: Kariya came frm a poor background....(shinigamis strived to eradicate all bountos, ran'tao saved him frm all these savages put up by the shinigamis, Kariya was a young boi then)....throughout his past, frm the moment he acquired bounto powers to the time he joined other bountos to go against Quincys.....he saw defeats and defeats and defeats, he saw failure all of the time....TT's y he wanna get more powerful....absorb living souls tt totally contravene the obligations set up by the founding BOuntos....he sought power to change his own fate, and wanna see himself as the Supreme being....He put his own fate before the race of Bounto....He wanna be seen as the most powerful being in the universe who lifted up the race of bounto....While Ichigo sought power to protect his friens, he sought for a turn of fate.....hmmm drooling over tt subtle distinction between these 2 terms....this is the answer to the common question mi and my "da-ge" wanting to seek....(not tt we are weird)....for those out there who watched this episode, shld noe kariya was defeated in the end....well, ichigo and co. then realised Fate is actually a big wheel (with us being the cogs) and not a line extending forward. Rukia asked "shld we resign ourselves to Fate or break free of it?" drooling over this distinction and trying to figure out my stance towards Fate and also bearing the same question Rukia asked....
Searching my purpose in life is something i might consider doing.....two yrs ago, i rmb watching this show depicting HanWudi (true recount, so history lovers i suggest u to watch this), he said to one of his generals, every generation has its own purpose in life....put it in my own words, authoring the line slightly, every people has its own purpose in life....And yes but, WAT IS TT PURPOSE? yes, wat is my purpose of living? Wat i wanna achieve in life, you noe....yes again, 2 yrs ago, NDP 2005, i rmb they asked many children regarding their aspirations....Then lastly, we came across this child (he said, "I want to be a Prime Minister!!!")....the crowd was scoffing over the idea.....in a realistic world, there will be a lot of pple doubting tis and tt.....even mi, yes, i have my own ambitions, everyone has it but depending on the ambition you have, for mine, pple doubt i can fulfil my dreams....i noe there are pple out there who have been doubted....Yes, as these doubts motivate u to prove them wrong, this fuels u to affirm your ambitions....A strong message to all: if u have an ambition but beyond doubt, go achieve it and nv let eveybody doubt u....if u dare to aspire, go for it, dare to strive hard for it!!!!
Yes, for mi i have set out to achieve tis dream since a long time.....recently i did sth i tot would be one of the best opportunities to achieve tis dream.....however, i might be feeling uneasy in terms of ethics and conscience....whether is it a right thing or a wrong thing i have done???? Racking my brain over tis question.....but i did tis out of selflessness.....i have clear conscience for tt.....well, a long entry abt life philosophy....felt better upon whining....shld be long enuff or else, i can help to cure pple having insomina lolx....all rite tata outta here

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Oh man.....not in a study mood....

oh man, i am in dire straits.....how i wish i have a couple of fotos wif mi now....and i mean freshly taken ones.....y ar....ok I am taking commlaw, bf and accounting method....i came across this gal whom i saw sitting somewhere b4 the staircase down to the library reading her commlaw notes....tt was yesterday i tink....i am in deep soup now....BF is cutting down my throat and i am realli gasping for air......tt's suffocating mi....all the calculations i need to rmb.....oh boi, guess i need some time to get out of the blue and proceed to being studious.....slack slack slack slack slack....tis is the onli word in the dictionary now.....ok....and yes, i am indeed very blessed because i have ERIN as my Business Finance tutor and den i have MYERS as my commlaw tutor.....the latter is ok....ya statutes, court cases must be brought into the arguments, followed by the arguments....sort of having some idea abt it.....looking at the long term, tribulations are coming my way for the next two sems.....if i can go thru tis two sems, for sem 2 next yr, i will be ok.....den back to sg for NS.....ok, managed to tok to gab yesterday at sushi train.....hmmm he sounds so yearning to go back....he said adelaide is boring....hmmm for mi, yes i wanna fly back do my NS, work in singapore.....
but b4 this day comes, NS ord, BMT, uni graduation, getting thru each sem smoothly, are still the levels i need to go past....but b4 we discuss tt, my tutes are still in a mess....not done.....noooooooo, procastination and some sort of prolonged "glued to com screens" syndrome is at its peak.....o man....shld do sth abt it and i will.....or else, b4 i noe it, i will be forced to the riverside.....been involved in club stuffs as well, as secretary of the SSA, as a committee member as well, going on roadtrip during one day in the mid-sem break to mclaren trip.....might need to get some fotos taken frm some other pple....maybe posting it here....and dad will be flying here during the hols.....wooooohooo, family reunion again.....oh man....ok received the warcraft 3 files frm james and also CS frm my cousin...so been glued to the world of "manas" and "headshots"....but juz recently been out of the world of "headshots".....oh boi, i betta go attempt tute questions b4 i realise i am going to be slaughtered by my tutor.....cheers outta here

Thursday, March 15, 2007

A GUY SEEKING TO DISCOVER THE REAL WORLD!!!!

yes, frm tt title, i am tt person.....so evident, for those who knows mi well, might be subtle to find out tt i am such a person.....a person or boi wif shields all around him....patriot missiles blocking all incoming warheads.....
i am a person who wanna get out there and see the real world, ascertaining wat i have heard abt the life experiences.....haiz dunno la, k cheers i outta here

INTRUDER ALERT!!!!!

juz as my world of affections for tt person was on the verge of neutralising, someone and tt someone sort of caught my attention....my world of emotions once again felt tt tremor....

it is not n original tremor, but stumble my heart and soul again and again and again!!!!!
this someone makes mi tink of tt episode 3 yrs ago....
seeking to find tt next step for mi, wif the options i have: keep myself frigid, or go wif the flow....
i have been tempted by the first choice, juz like noise bombarding the world of quietness and peace....
tis person i had known juz two mths ago, barely noe her but i sense infatuation again will make a comeback!!!!!
reminiscience of tt episode: always tink of sth to avoid the recurrence of tis particular event.....a classic example of liking tt imaginary view of her, not the actual her.....*drooling*

am i following tis path again?

Well, only getting to know the actual her is the way...but we are countries apart....

Only, Heaven knows....

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Back...........

been 2 months since i last updated my blog......went back to sg and juz came back last fri.....met lormee, nd, don, hk, tp and kevin and matt, lester, davin, some npcc squadmates as well......going out and work as well....

First work: admin clerk for 3 weeks at uob
Second: TNC, as a Accounts trainee (used a lot of Microsoft Excel).

For any news in sg, this is the one i am most concerned abt: Budget 2007

Wat happens: Workfare scheme is implemented, tax adjustments (GST and corporate tax rate)

GST goes up, and corporate tax rate goes down....in terms of the corporate tax rate, i am most welcomed with what the govt has done, certainly trying to address the long term probs.....talent outflow......y, mainly because they are more concerned abt their jobs, cant find a job in sg....no opportunities.....so tax adjustments to expand all these opportunities....to retain top talents and attract foreign talents.....a decisive move.....

this trend might continue for the next few Budgets, which will remain to be seen.....to mi, in overall this Budget is quite a good one......k outta here