A Uni Student....

k, wanna say now i have fulfiled the requirements to be a student of the university of adelaide....taking bachelor of economics/finance dunno y they put like tt as if i have to choose between them....can't wait to catch my sg friens, hmmm xinyi and clique, lormee and clique, many more la!!!! hmmm but also found out tt edwin, hellen and jason might leaving adelaide 4 melbourne den jason going to tasmania. den the other one, my neighbour going to sydney. hmmm wanna say this jason helped mi a lot, nice to noe him as a frien plus neighbour.....hmmm 4 john might tink of catching up wif him soon....hmmm both of us r crappy, craps r bloody lame, k 4 my crappy personality all thanks to don and his gangs, kena influenced by him....hmmm k juz wanna say i am uni student soon!!!! and during these 2 months i will prepare myself 4 the brand new tertiary life.... will seek 4 advice frm pple haha!!!! well muz get letter of offer on fri morning b4 i leave 4 the airport on fri....den when i come back i will bring tennis racquets and badminton rackets back, den i will join tennis club in uni haha make myself fitter hmmm haha k end here can celebrate a bit hmmm.....k my mum and sis are back on fri it will be my dad and my turn to take the flights....hmmm i wanna sleep, also hope tt i can ge the letter of offer on the 16 of december in the morning....k ya outta here i will say if i had not made the changes to do double degrees, i might receive the offer, jenny so absent-minded one, tt time i told to put finance as second choice but she did not put it as i have checked wif the uni office....well so exhausted wanna sleep, bye ming chien out of adelaide last blog written in adelaide....zhu ni yo ge (fill in thr blank) put in hen hen hao pen yo...k my hanyu pinyin is deterioating haha k outta here....

argh post some pics here soon....bloody quirky and ugly of mi haha!!!

hmmm tinking of posting some pics here but i will say soon k, hmmm went out wif jason 2 days ago, den went out wif my cousin on tues to catch harry potter!!!! wth, so late den the movie release in aust. hmmm tues results will be out, quite nervous, trying to "speculate" how much i would get. but i would also control myself frm doing tt!!!! have faith in urself, u can do it!!!! relax!!!! hmmm ya God can help mi!!!1 have faith in Him as well!!!! hmmm anyway, juz 4get wat i said.....back to the topic wanna post some pics here looking thru some and will take more pics wif mi and friens....but it will happen soon when i return to sg ....hmmm wanna go out with even deeper state of euphoria, being much more jubilant hahaha!!!! hmmmm arrrr shld be getting a brown jacket frm jason soon, he is leaving 4 sydney...nice guy a person whom i can pour my questions to.....intellectual discussions wif him....how shld i perceive him??? i will keep it to myself...hmmm well i said when i go out during the days after the exams, my state of euphoria was quite subtle hmmm plan to go out but maybe after the results are out, hope tt i can study commerce accounting at uni adelaide next yr!!!! ya hmmm den 77% and above must be obtained 4 overall average!!!! i say i leave it till the dau itself to know the results!!!! hmmmm well will meet my classmates at the graduation perhaps!!!! keep ur fingers crossed being happy on the day results are released den can go to celebrate wif friens...hopefully!!!! anyway, i juz wanna meet a lot of pple b4 i go back to sg hahaha dun worry will get a lot of chance!!! hmmmm k end here

End of exams!!!! anxiety isn't the onli word tt appears in my dictionary!!!

well haha my 20th post lolx rejoice together wif marking the end of exams!!! one more thing my dad is coming tmr!!! haha yayee long time did not see my dad liao, hmmmm!!!!! ok end of exams but the results??? hmm wanna get to uni!!!! hmmm see can or not? either going to commerce or finance, hopefully i can get to uni!!! hmmm well, tinking of watching harry potter tmr? wif john and see got others mah lor!!!! hmmm 1st movie since i last watched it wif hansen!!!! hmmm the movie already shown in sg so long ago, now den come out in aust. hmmm wanna go watch!!! growing goosebumps when it comes to watching movies!!!! hmmm errrr, dunno wat to say!!!! juz drop by to pour in a couple of thoughts in my mind rite now!!!! exams are over, the no. of days to go back is lessening....well, can't wait to see my friens andy don tzepeng edwin davin and more, xinyi and her gangs as well.....hmmmm my feelings are at a mix regarding going back sg...miss my friens here in adelaide as well, we already get along wif one another 4 one month hopefully, we can meet up when we r back frm our respective countries!!!! hmmm wat to write...wanna write a poem or wat....tok abt teachers...hmmm greg an affable person and discuss wif him abt so many stuffs, especially tt we have the same area of interest...steven, he is a bit siao, veri sarcastic, tinking tt his jokes are funny but they arent, but he is an understanding gives students a lot of leeways....something which is worth to be commended on!!!! den erm, david a great person as well, miranda hmmm no comments, sally is also great, willing to crack jokes wif us, having a great time when attending her lessons, no terror....no trauma hahaha!!!!!the yr has passed and time passed so fast time to spend the rest of the dec back in sg and also chinese new yr!!!! saying gdbye to bradford, and going 4 tertiary education: university!!!! i tink i can do it get into uni and do a course i like YA!!! hmmmm, wanna write a rhythem or a song or a poem or anything u call it, maybe summarising a yr here in adelaide!!!!


Jan 8, looking at the plane's window, leaving ground 4 adelaide!!!!
Adventurous spirit overpowered my mind and emotions during my first few days,

den days passed when i felt homesick, missing my friens and relatives,
knowing friens here offset this strong emotion of mine....this emotion eased a month later,
assignments den begin to pile in,
to an insurmountable level,
i almost broke down and gave up,
but i persevere to do the assignments as well as possible,
but still retain some portion of my slacking spirit,
everything goes on like this until now,
exams draw an end to my 1 yr foundation course,
wat is my future, uni??
dunno but i will say is uni, yes uni!!!!
time flies past and 1 yr is going to go by,
my crush, studies and more thoughts, flashed past my mind
4 tis one yr, wat's next other than going back and meetup wif friens?
eat and sleep but most significantly is to keep fit and happy!!!!

all rite end here, first time writing like tt, pls pardon mi!!! hmmm wanna change my blogskin, someone give an advice pls, how to change it to an oven more glamorous one someone tell mi!!!!! well anywaes outta here!!!!

Two down, two to go

2day exams!!! need the exam stress-busters hahaha well, i will say tt maths studies okok lor can moderate is gd la, some parts ta tao how to do? like tt hmmm well, critical thinking i dunno y i was filled wif confidence regarding tis subject, hmmmm k end here 1st i shall write again when exams r over....

Haiz....

First, a few days left to exams
Second, rmb tt i had a dream a few days ago
Third, so boring, my dad coming next fri, 7 days frm now.....


Like to address the second thing, i dreamt tt i was actually back in sg, walking all the way to people's park to see my aunt....hmmm at tt moment i was not tinking abt anybody, friens in sg or wat juz tot of walking all the way and past many shopping malls on the way frm the outram park mrt hahaha.....wat a quirky dream i had!!! haha can i have another dream again? wat a weird dream i have had but at least i like to have another dream like tt once again haha, tis time wanna dream of walking wif all my friens at orchard rd....juz as wat i have said in my last few posts!!! rock and roll at orchard rd!!!! haha hmmmm looking forward to 16th dec 12.55pm haha!!!! k end here

This is my life results, in overall okok lor....

Here Are Your Results:
Life:
6.7
Mind:
7
Body:
8.6
Spirit:
7.3
Friends/Family:
5.3
Love:
2.9
Finance:
4.8



Your Life Analysis:Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score leaves room for improvement. You can make changes to improve your trouble areas, and this will bring you greater satisfaction. Focus on your weakest points and set about to change them. Do not delay your happiness and success. (Read more on improving your life) Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind. Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have an excellent body score, which means you are incredibly focused on maintaining a healthy lifestyle. Continue in that focus, and your body will remain healthy and strong. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the body. Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit. Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is very low, indicating trouble. There is love out there for you. Seek the advice of wise people on how to go about finding it. Do not lose hope. Read advice from other quiz-takers on finding and maintaining love. Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. Your financial score indicates some trouble. Raise your score over time by making changes which will lead to greater prosperity in the future. Be sure to live within your means today. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving your finances. Take a look at the new myYearbook.com community.

sianz....5 days or 4 days to exams....

muz pia until siao liao, haha long time no use singlish until the time when i chatted wif don over the phone. toking abt the happy memories we used to have had....haha hmmm well, wanna play lan games when i go back....i wanna do many stuffs including things tt i have done in sg but i did not do it here.....hmmm these are the things u all need to infer haha....of coz, all the bradford mates!!! might call some of the pple frm JB to meet up at orchard....still considering? ya haha errrrr, ya so many things i have to do when i go back, treat pple la etc. hmmmm, still got wat to say? ha, the execution of van nyugen? hmmm, serve him rite....shldn't let the mata in sg saw his drygs ma...or shldn't carry drugs in the first place....dun commit such a foolish crime in sg!!! u shld noe u will get executed in sg mah, den now u cause the aussie govt to try to plead 4 clemency....i hate foreigners interfering wif our laws man!!!! toking abt human rights, u noe we dun tok abt tis!!!! haha well, at first feel bad abt the idea of executing him but it is necessary to enforce the law and warn others not to commit drug trafficking in sg....read this article abt sg being an authoritarian society....i tink this is crao, veri effective lor, can impose law and order on the country....actually different countries have different ways of ruling wat....outrageous to make use of tis opportunity by th aussie to question our law and our style of dealing wif offenders. yes, aussie reasoned tt he shld not be executed coz, he was mearnt to carry it to aust. and not sg....but hey, they were spotted in sg....tt's definite...toking abt cooperation between nations to curb drug trafficking hey, tis is cooperation, preventing drugs frm entering the aussie soil....one truth tt is undeniable is tt u all aussies tend to carry drugs around the region and get caught....also trying to make pple feel sympathetic 4 u? wat kind of logic is tis? k, if u pardon van nyugen, wat will happen if he is recalcetrant? huh? hu ask sg to have such a consequence 4 all drug offeenders? tis is fact, it was spotted in sg, the person will be punished under the law of the country where he was arrested....den wat if we pardon him? the ans is the law and order will be insurmountable to enforce anymore...tis will cause a loophole in sg's law....all offenders and even others (singaporeans and foreigners) will question: hey u have pardoned someone, y dun u pardon mi as well? and everyone will argue tt will be unfair....ok tt's our way to enfore law of anti-drugs: death and nth.....den accept it to everyone, put yourselves in sg's shoes ok? well, i betta go study i will contemplate abt tis soon...haha k outta here!!!

A Day of Reminiscience.....

hmmm i shall mark 2day as end of assignment and get to study day....haha 2day submitted critical thinking assignment, spent the entire morning editing the essay and doing bibliography, do everything in accordance with jason's suggestion. thanks jason, i can foresee that i will get good marks 4 my essay and also 4 all my overall 5 subjects....tis day will alwaes be remembered and i will get cracking after blogging.....hmmm not in a mood to study 4 a while....i need the motivation to study, though did well 4 o's, still inadequate. well, rest 4 a while after submitting my assignment in the first day of swotvac. end of lessons, but anticipating the arrival of examinations....i will do well 4 all my exams...i said it i mean it.....den followed by euphoria and parties or wateva... wanna catch harry the pot....sianz i tink b4 returning to sg muz withdraw some money to spend in sg so tt can have money to treat pple swensens...treat hu ar? see: lormee and friens, andy, don....these are the pple i tink of....davin and ed? wanna meet u all but let go all together treat it as a 4g 2004 gathering ya? it's been 1 yr since i last stepped foot on orchard rd....sg post, parkway or maris stella high school...oh god, a day of reminiscience indeed, being reminiscient now, having flashbacks when andy, don and i treated one another ice-cream, coffee-bean, makan at mac, go gym together....also rmb treating lormee, don and lormee's friens at swensens...oh my god, bloody awkward tt day man!!! making a fool of myself with spiked hair haha....well at least gained experience frm the "hazard training" (andy call one) haha....but nv apply now, shld do it but have to consider a lot of consequences b4 executing the necessary actions....anywaes, hmmm after exam feel like playing lan games, see if can go frien's house and play generals...hmmm and also make an "official" visit to hosanna heights? see abt tt...havent finished exams yet and cared abt playing hmmmm.....life is like tt i like to leap over the tense days of studies or hard work ahead to tink of stuffs tt happen a lot later....hmmm how to describe such life? hmmm absurd or quirky...have not touched on singlish 4 a long ago, yesterday don called mi and we had a chat 4 over 15 min. tok abt our happy memories....funny there was once when i visited don's church (st. wesley church) den the speaker was far in front of the stage and asked 4 a show of hands of those hu were new comers. I reaised mi hands, when she asked 4 my name...I went "ermmmmmm", wat happened actually, was i at a loss 4 words or my mind went blank not knowing Koh Ming Chien is my name? hmmm haha one of the events down the memory lane... hmmm alrite now back to 2005, the joke of "police come catch u" dun wish to tok abt it here, but john and mi were laughing like hell.....hmmm tense moment of exams, Work Hard, Koh Ming Chien...? If U wanna get into uni, do work hard!!!! Which of the 2 outcomes do u want- K.M.C going to uni in 2006 or K.M.C bidding 4 uni admission failed? Therefore, muz work hard....Add Oil, Ming Chien, u have come so far to aust, cant afford to fail to get into uni now....work hard!!!!!

End of college....followed by swotvac and exams...

today is marked the end of my education at bradford college, nowadays i wonder i abruptly get so friendly and kind specially....realli i nv get so kind to an unprecedented level sia!!!!! wonder wat has happened? well to the topic, my life at bradford is certainly filled wif ups and downs. one yr of forging friendship, it is certainly lucrative 4 mi....imprudent to say tt i have not learnt anything frm my 1-yr stay in aust. abruptly, time brought mi back to 8 Jan 2005, I went out with Kevin, still possessing the adventurous spirit, wanting to see how adelaide was like....generally, adelaide is a simple and peaceful city unlike cities like sydney and mel. where don and andy r in respectively la....these cities are quite happening or dynamic i say....haha miss andy's ps games, and the movies we watched hahaha.....don wanna go ur house swim!!!! haha anyway back to 8 Jan 2005, Kevin and I went out play lan games and the last person to bid mi farewell.....den went home to pack up, or final check on my luggages hmmmm....den went to the airport and my relatives, uncles and aunties, went to send mi off.....felt the expectations they have of mi.....if pple reading tis, say i was pressurised...u r wrong...hmmm, changi airport....well, den i entered the departure gates...bidded goodbye to my relatives, hugged them, i rmb i had a feeling tt how gd and comfortable i would be when i were to have a gf to hug....(errrr...pretend i did not say it). first time, coming to a foreign soil to study, at first miss sg so much....but the situation was alleviated eventually. Then I stepped in the hotel room in adelaide, i was still in a holiday mood. still not conscious that i was actually going to stay here 4 1 yr. omg....miss sg so much, can't wait to see ur friens in sg again, i also have considered meetups wif my bradford friens to meet in sg....Returning to the present, i have one responsibility to shoulder or to fulfil----do well 4 exams and get into uni. hmmm, i muz and will succeed. I will make sure, i do well....hmmmm one of the benefits of coming here is tt i get to contemplate ab many things...getting more matured in terms of mentality...those pple reading, dun laugh ar...hhaahaha a yr of skool has ended so briskly as if the first day of orientation juz happened yesterday. hmmmm, exhausted, lazy to type liao, k outta here....

Aussie won....england shall win world cup next yr haha...

woohooo, aussie qualifies for world cup, not wanting to clinch the cup nxt yr, i still support england, my favourite team, most pple support england sia...coz of the continual broadcast of EPL in sg haha, yayee when go back can watch league matches liao, have espn yayeee!!!! not realli ecstatic after watching the aussie win...but i prefer them to the opponents(loser mi, dunno how to spell the country's name)....miss the epl matches so much, man utd matches, clara, gurvir and gang, u all gd la have foxtel can watch matches....haha tt all wat i wanna say, no energy to type liao
haha

Heaps of assignments...

basket....bloody loads of assignments to do man...econs 2 more assignments to go and also critical thinking, the progress is still unacceptable, so sianz.....y dun the teachers give us students a break and let us study 4 exams....speechless....i am at a loss for words.....haix, well i juz prove tt i can do anything well, den i go study 4 exams, after tt, guess wat? it will be enjoyment time, rejoicing by tt time yayee.....well betta get cracking....

UPDATES....

NEWS UPDATES: Koh Ming Chien will be back in Singapore on the 16th of December, when he is back, he will rock everyone's house......So be prepared.....this includes, "rock and roll" at orchard rd and other shopping malls in sg wif batches of friens. So to his friens hu are reading this, pls take note....Second NEWS UPDATES, K.M.C will be releasing his post(MY Aspirations Part 2) soon, pls wait patiently!!!!(END OF NEWS UPDATES)

But 4 the time-being, he has tons of assignments to do and preparing 4 his exams.....followed by the deep state of euphoria and parties....ahhahahaha

My aspirations......(PArt 1)

k la 2day i decide to tok abt my aspirations as a politician. perhaps many pple will ask y i wanna be one???? well, i tink tt it is the onli way to contribute to ur society which u r belong to....4 mi it's the place where i was born and grew up 4 16 yrs- sg. still reading abt this bk: My Life by Bill Clinton.....toking abt his story when he was born until he stepped down as President of the United States.... many pple like greg detested him so much or perhaps all presidents except Franklin Delano Roosevelt... i was inspired by tis President as he and i may have goals in common or also events....when he was at the age of seventeen, he met President Kennedy....which was inspired by him as well...... in 1963 when he was assasinated, Clinton himself was so shocked upon hearing the news....couldnt accept...the meeting with him a few months which seemed as juz now, and "now" he was dead....tis is wat typical citizens shld feel, the loss of a leader at tt point of time, the nation juz becomes so helpless without a leader.....i can understand to some extent.....i desperately ask my self all along this yr in aust. wat is like to be a leader of a nation???? k la, hueva have read this blog will scoff, a typical 17 yr old boi dun tink so far like wat is it like being a leader.....or how to become a leader.....the ans i have found so far are charisma, mettle, sense of imagination and reality. I might still have yet to digest or fully understand these personalities. Qualifications are still veri significant to be one but as Lee Kuan Yew has said, qualifications or degrees are onli one point of analysis, most significantly, are ur personalities, do they make you have wat it takes to be a politician.....Looking at all the prominent leaders in the world including Lee Kuan Yew, they have devoted all energy to the nation-building process.....giving so much of themselves, growing white hair comes together wif it....for eg, Lee Kuan Yew, from 1959 when he was PM, he was filled wif black hairs, but in 1990 he was filled wif streaks of white hairs, as u can see....giving so much of urself....his son Lee Hsien Loong, last yr when he was filled wif glowing youth, ready to take on the job, but gradually, when seeing him on National Day Message, he seemed to have been assuming the post for a few yrs. Saw streaks of white hairs on his fringe, but also entirely his apperance how he looked, he looked quite weak than last yr when he was sworn in....asking mi abtmy opinions of the Prime Ministers of Singapore , I will ask I respect them all, especially Lee Kuan Yew, without him, Singapore will not have wat it have today....I truly repect tis person, I believe fervourly tt all Singaporeans will endorse this above statement...or advocate it when necessary....He lay the foundation for Singapore's economy...then Goh Chok Tong, he led all Singaporeans to brave through the financial crisis in 1997, tt was the worst time in history, later den he had to resolve insurmountable problems such as SARS, 2001 economic slowdown and the arrest of J.I network(i.e tis might expose Singapore's vulnerability to terrorism)...however, we did not give in to these problems, but we faced it wif courage and determination to succeed. In the end, we did succeed. den Lee Hsien Loong, he promotes a bright new society for allyounger Singaporeans which allow them to adapt to this environment....liberal society...overall, Singapore has achieved robust economic growth since 1965.....we have SAF, which is strong and tested and allowed to us to sleep peacefully at night....we have achieved all these fundamentals...wat's next a gradual decline or the continuous/unprecedented growth of prosperity. For now, I have one hing to say: We dun noe, but we have to make a difference and change Singapore to make it brand new....A brand new Singapore is the answer to unprecedented prosperity, quick response to the world market, manufacturing and stuffs. In other words, the future is ours to make...let us reah out for the sky, we will suceed as one Singapore(united Singapore), juz like how we survive and prosper after the separation wif Malaysia in 1965 and also other crisis. We muz not be complacent wif wat we have, I will say when I grow up, suitable age to serve 4 my country....I will not let such golden achievements or efforts of our forefathers go to the drain.... As long as I am alive, I will preserve or strengthen this prosperity we have......I will and I promise....another question popped out of my mind, can Singapore survive without any hinterland? My answer to tis is yes, we can and we have. Have in wat sense? We have survived 4 40 yrs, can u imagine no one anticipate us to survive, a fledgling country wif no natural resources, no armed forces and many others. However, over tis 40 yrs, we have proved them worong, we prospered and be one of the highest GDP per capita in the world, a leader in terms of economy of the entire South-East Asia. I will maintain Singapore's position and significance in thr region, I will and I promise. Now, till then, I shall introduce my resolutions for my Singapore in mind, I will strive to make Singapore a second New York City. Yes, it is certainly possible but how? Make Singapore competitive in terms of economy and toursm attactions. Yes it is easily said than done, how???? Well, juz like wat PM Lee has said, remake the entire Singapore, remake our city......plans have been drawn out to remake this city-state of 4.4 million pple, including the building of bayfronts.....or wat hhaha, we have our veri own Statue of Liberty.....main attraction of New York.....ya remake our city....k la end here Part 2 will be posted soon..outta here...

"There are things money can't buy, but there are also things you cannot buy without money."

reiterating this so many times, 3 more wks to exams, den unofficial hols will commence 4 mi haha, well spent most of my posts, describing from lovesick to career-minded mi. this post shld tok abt sth else rite. ya so i decide to tok abt life or philosophy of life. haha, a few weeks ago, my cousin and i were at the balcony toking abt life. she did enlighten mi, she told mi one of her fulfilments in life is to master martial arts (i.e judo and taekwondo) she has black belt 4 taekwondo. talking abt almost everything tt day, she sum up den told mi to find a sense of satisfaction, finding sth to do to make urself rejoice or be in a state of euphoria if u put it tt other way, instead of sorrows. There is tis example when a wealthy person hu have the redundant wealth to buy the entiire world, but to describe his emotions, u can describe with the word"bankrupt". In other words, this rich man has the money to buy the world but did not have the luck to enjoy life. He just could not find any satisfaction in life. As long as there is satisfaction in life, you have led a happy though simple life. Put it another way, a man who is penniless is able to lead a happy life. tt's because he is able to find satisfaction in life. Compare to the wealthy man, the poor man tinks tt if he can survive a day, he will be fortunate for what God has given him. Whereas, for the rich man, his heart and emotions are alwaes filled wif greed, thinking of how to earn more money to collect and put it in his treasury or watsoeva. Therefore, the moral of the story is to enjoy life, find satisfaction in life. I shall create a saying tt "There are things money can't buy, but there are also things you cannot buy without money." It's logical.....u can't buy genuine friendship or love or family warmth.... Come to tink of it, there are many things i have not fulfilled in life, to meet Ministers(a long dream maybe ending wif reality hahaha), i wanna play tennis, gd sports to play well muz play the hols or after exams to play haha, or basically enjoy life on the basis of a typical 17-year old boi. i have contemplated a few months ago wat are the fulfilments as a 17-year old boi, at first i tot having relationships??? now tinking of it, it is quite ridiculous. actually, u can play or enjoy sports like tennis at the age of 17. So enjoy life and be rejoiceful of ur life. though there is still a long long way to go 4 mi, a life filled wif oblivious achievements or setdowns. shld make full use of it and enjoy it.......k la outta here but sian ku hou tian muz go study den enjoy, betta resume the "deadliest revision" soon in order to perpetuate my golden achievements for my o's on par eif roy L1R5 of 12...yeye perpetuate in terms of gd results.......so gd luck to all studying, congrats to those hu got promoted to jc2....k outta here

few more weeks to the cliffhanging moment...

few more weeks to the exams.......did a specimen paper 2day, plan to do one tmr....haha more and more things.....come to tink of it, maybe i will have to turn in late for the rest of my days.....4 econs i have great ideas abt the concepts....need to do those application questions.....i detest dr steven....in terms of his jokes...his jokes are damn lame, and his gumooo figure and i feel like bashing him up....i juz say gd day mate.....den he buay tahan liao, gave the lamest story or excuses of all times- getting pimped in penang. come to tink of it, the pimp muz have a bad taste....rmb my sg teacher mr ragu, every1 said the word "alrite" to kajiao him and nth happens he quite nice. compared to our gd old steve.....hu buay tahan so easily detest tis person so much coz of his dumbest and lamest jokes of all times, perhaps the dumbest and lamest jokes i evr heard of my entire 17 yrs of life lolz....gurvir agree wif mi one....one more ting, man utd play chelsea. chelsea no injured players but man utd baniak injured players sia how to win or play ar???? die liao i want man utd to win dearly.....k la stop here

contemplating abt more stuffs....

was getting a bit pissed off.....well maybe a bit unsatisfied wif my presentaion's marks. it was satisfactory but could have done well for my bibliography.....suddenly, contemplating abt wat leadership is all abt....stanley told tt day when he drove mi home frm my birthday party place.....leadership is to lead, leader do not need to be publicly known to be leading.....as long as u take the backbench...the leader in name is following ur mentality or doctrines to lead the crowds....u r considered a spiritual leader, dun need to lead but the followers follow u.....still need time to digest all these stuffs......anyways, feeling a bit tense for my exams and also cant figure out my friend's email.....the email is veri significant to mi i muz find mi, provides mi a chance to pursue my aspirations.........k la tt's all feel like sleeping outta here...

everything comes to light.....

k these days, get to noe so many things including ur own personalities frm other pple's perspectives....k dun wanna say more, coz it's quite bad or not realli depending on how i put it.... fortunately, u find out tt these friends still stand by ur side, supporting u, doreen is one, those i did not mention do not mean i dun trust u, but tt i dun have the energy to type names....friendship shld be like this, i alwaes tink tt Heaven is fair, bless mi wif supportive friends all along hahaha....but the difference is tt i get more and more matured abt stuffs, regarding my career or studies or watsoeva, i tink tt after two days of "debate", it is redundant to continue. well, juz wait for the results.....Though I am a free thinker, my friend davin alwaes told mi tt God has plans for every of us....have faith in Him. I tot tt he certainly has a pt, i tot dun alwaes contemplate on such stuffs, leave it to Fate to decide....hu noes wat will happen.... He has certainly treat me kind-heartedly, bless with so many stuffs....anywaes, i juz hope tt these friends would not betray my trust....if they do,.....(to be continued)....

veri veri depressed...the usual self has been gone or overshadowed...

went to mai's party yesterday den to temple, supposedly in high spirits, juz a mere lovesick threshold has caused mi to lose my tantrum so easily, can't believe it, becoz of a gal tt i like and tink of, caused mi to lose temper and gave "barbaric" comments.....juz felt veri furious when my anger has been sparked.....lovesick, i dun want to tink abt her one, can't help it it was as if so terrible tt i cant live without her like tt, onli her can control my everything or wat, anyone reading this and mi myself will certainly scoff, weird stuffs to type abt rite, but it's true man, certainly authentic!!!! where is the normal ming chien hu alwaes like to be cheerful and smile? where is him, i have to find him....or wat nowadays, i alwaes put on a wide mask of smiles but inside mi was filled wif gloominess and depression....wat happens to mi...is this the outcome of the burdens of lovesickness and studies.....17 yrs old hu have to suffer such kind of torment!!! veri harsh, wat is the prob man???? now, i lose the control over my emotions, haiz well i will need to tt usually cheerful ming chien(xiao ming) back, where is him????

alwaes a 17????

haiz woke up early, so sianz no kids to teach, taught mandarin supposedly, mood getting better and better day by day.... feel the calmness in my mind, at least i would not explode, pimples did not burst out would be the best gift 4 mi....studied econs there in a quiet room without any single echoes, frm inflation to unemployment den to macroecons haha so many concepts to memorize, racking my brain to link these concepts to the logics....k having to meet kok leong soon on wed....long time no go out since we knew each other at flinders.... going to have coffee wif him and blah blah and all the convos we are going to have, nice person he is actually i tink, no intution but tis is how i think....well made mi tink of hai kiat.....not sure abt him he sort of veri insecure wif friendship...i wanted to help him, tell him dun piss pple off so easily by calling pple frequently...occasionally is okay....anywaes, 2day went to help out somewhere in the kitchen, might be due to my misinterpretation of xiaoping's instructions or she did not spread her message coherently, i did not do wat she wanted mi to do....did not get lectured onli got laughed at hahaha, suddenly rmb the blur mi last yr, in class veri reputable 4 being blur....tyco get through to sec 4 and tyco did well 4 o level with 12, haha having flashbacks "increasingly these days" weird siaz, wat on earth man? alwaes a 17? have i matured or getting even more like children...last yr cared abt going out wif my gang of pple, especially the days of "hazard training", not saying dun care about studies la but having the mettle to study but can't get over myself? a boy or young gentleman hu has no tots or wat so eva has now changed into someone hu alwaes tink so much, tinkng byond the present times....lolz...maybe tt is my personality, will be permanent...hahaha k tt's all, not gd at blogging, especially 4 my templates need krisna's help ar hahah....i want a change to my blogskin and add tagboard..haiz enough abt typing, out of here

resolutions.....

haha 2day slacking the first weekend of term 4, do wat watch tv (cricket and documentry stuffs)....sent the interest to attend the governor's party next friday: mua and my friend(mate) Jason. wonder the person respond or not....counting down to the days of reunion wif andy and don and gang.....all of us have changed or have we? don still obsessed wif kim wakerman, wonder andy still obsessed wif the bloody dutch...rmb he went to brash braza(did i get tt spelling rite?) to buy dutch jersey haha...den i got home late 4 tt tution of mine, den my tutor asked to have a gd rest den said ciao.....if pple at my age reading this blog, they will say the tutor pang seh mi. hahaha veri spasticated....juz a brain wave struck mi, causing mi having reminiscience of last yr....thinking tt veri insurmountable to get lotsa close friends but easy to get hi-bye friends(wat weiqi called it) made up of acquintance and casual friends. do they bear the same meaning? nvm heck care....ya tt's the pt....anywaes resolutions, trying to find resolutions to resolve the menace tt i mentioned on my posts....at least bring the euphoria to my "life" or at least clear my bewildered mind....y like tt ar, come here not all happy one not smiling everyday as in sg, not as cheerful as b4 haha....nvm at least i have generated resolutions(not ripe yet) hahaha soon it will be materialized.....day by day going by wonder wat happens to the world where i lived in 4 16 yrs and wat it will be like when i go back there...all i noe is i am meeting many friends there(regardless of bradford ones but also all others)

haha day.....

veri distraught yesterday, being so eccentric, thinking of stuffs tt a typical 17-year old boy dun tink of. Haiz, 2day damn special go skool at 8am, watch this bollywood movie "monsoon wedding", one character likes to eat flowers as if he eats it for three meals a day, wth!!!!! den have maths lesson....after skool go 4 a seminar abt applying 4 PR wif kalai and lawrence....actually tink tt the seminar is pathetic to mi....nth much also go there take notes and ciao liao, at first tot dun want apply PR one but for benefits of some pple, den go see see lor.....haha the funniest part is here....i was sitting at the centre, lawrence on my right and kalai on my left. lawrence busily taking down notes, i just sit there and listen while kalai went to sleep haha....kalai keep asking mi how many slides more...lolz imagine lawrence and kalai belong to 2 different extremes frm enthusiastic to sleeping(not paying attention)....come to tink of it.....lawrence is like caring abt applying 4 PR in future, while kalai onli cared abt quenching his exhaustion or generating more energy 4 the long walk to cinatown after the seminar.... heed 3dwin's advice yesterday, thinking abt it in depth and felt much better 2day haha....a happy full spot to the first week of the last term...

sianz....

haiz....a day of boring....pissed off by things tt causes mi to get paranoid....paranoid about so many things, feeling better now, haiz 6 weeks to go to SWOTVAC...thinking of so many things since this yr, last yr i felt so carefree, maybe i shld say this yr i am much jyu an si wei haha thinking of the dangers even though i am in a safe position...how to say man....am i problematic these days or wat..feel so inferior or relieved....if it is relieved, wat is it abt? lawrence said he had not seen mi going out wif gals b4 wat the prob? well studies, another thing to worry about, my parents exerting pressure on mi, causing detrimental effects on mi.....i noe tt they have high expectations of mi but tt adds a load of burden i need to carry....will i rate the effect of this burden "CATASTROPHIC"......sometimes hearing about my mum's nagging about gals and relationship made mi feel veri sianx...feel tt i am in a dilemma rite now shld i give up a relationship or pursue it?

66 days to go back to sg, back to meet my sg friens, i had this mentality tt i shld go back sg this dec and i have den have 2 mths to get "relationship" or wat, but i am confused now wif my feelings and so many stuffs....contemplating these days, other than this and studies, there are so many things i have been contemplating about haiz....dilemmaa.......i am outta here....