alwaes a 17????

haiz woke up early, so sianz no kids to teach, taught mandarin supposedly, mood getting better and better day by day.... feel the calmness in my mind, at least i would not explode, pimples did not burst out would be the best gift 4 mi....studied econs there in a quiet room without any single echoes, frm inflation to unemployment den to macroecons haha so many concepts to memorize, racking my brain to link these concepts to the logics....k having to meet kok leong soon on wed....long time no go out since we knew each other at flinders.... going to have coffee wif him and blah blah and all the convos we are going to have, nice person he is actually i tink, no intution but tis is how i think....well made mi tink of hai kiat.....not sure abt him he sort of veri insecure wif friendship...i wanted to help him, tell him dun piss pple off so easily by calling pple frequently...occasionally is okay....anywaes, 2day went to help out somewhere in the kitchen, might be due to my misinterpretation of xiaoping's instructions or she did not spread her message coherently, i did not do wat she wanted mi to do....did not get lectured onli got laughed at hahaha, suddenly rmb the blur mi last yr, in class veri reputable 4 being blur....tyco get through to sec 4 and tyco did well 4 o level with 12, haha having flashbacks "increasingly these days" weird siaz, wat on earth man? alwaes a 17? have i matured or getting even more like children...last yr cared abt going out wif my gang of pple, especially the days of "hazard training", not saying dun care about studies la but having the mettle to study but can't get over myself? a boy or young gentleman hu has no tots or wat so eva has now changed into someone hu alwaes tink so much, tinkng byond the present times....lolz...maybe tt is my personality, will be permanent...hahaha k tt's all, not gd at blogging, especially 4 my templates need krisna's help ar hahah....i want a change to my blogskin and add tagboard..haiz enough abt typing, out of here