Ok, another random blog!!!!

oh, updating my blog.....tmr will be the Welcome Dinner by ASBC at the Mings' Palace. and James is in da House, haha but he is not overlooking what i am typing now!!!! ok, back to the pt, next week is the last week b4 the mid-sem break...don and nd will be back in sg....but i am still drooling over how i will spend the 2 weeks endowed to mi......well, going on a roadtrip to mclaren vale, on the 14th, 12th will be the deadline for my comm law assignment, and the coming tues will be my bf (business finance) test....oh man, bf-ing is the new term i have created....hmmmm heard tt this test is so difficult that a lot of pple failed, but the test is redeemable as written in the course outline haha hmmmm, have been visiting several pple's blogs and regularly looking at my blog's tagboard haha hmmmm, weird ones and pple calling mi (gayy), ok, end of comments....

AND LES, STOP UR NONSENSE, I AM 100 PERCENT NORMAL, NOT GAYYYYY!!!!!!! haha

well, haha still dunno whether i will go mel or not, 500 dollars max to go there, 5th to the 10th was the period of time proposed....hmmmm and also, dad is coming on the 21st....well, i am frantic over bf haha....wat will happen on tues???? gosh, juz an entry depicting my recent routine and plan for my hols, nth special as the last 2 entries....cheers outta here

Blog-restructuring

ok, blog-restructuring....relatively short entry tis is going to be.....KISS (Keep it Simple Stupid), yes, according to some readers, for the blogskin, they sort of tot it was veri gayish....ok, ladies and gentlemen i share these concerns, this is why i have decided tt i will look for a new blogskin, to replace the 5566 one (well, in the past i will say no to changing), but this time, i am going to.....all rite yawns, 0.01am now, gotta sleep *snores*

BLEACH!!!!! INTROPECTIVE ENTRY

yes, boring mi!!!! the youtube released the first half of the bleach episode 119....guess those bleach fans out there, will like to find out wat happen to Ikkaku after he released his bankai bah!!!!! i have to say his bankai is COOL!!!!! heard frm reno tt his BANKAI is second to only one person out of those hu noes how to release the second level of zanpoktu (did i get tt rite?).....well, upon watching the first half of episode 119, i sort of getting myself into deep sense of thought abt everything in general.....my thing in mind started to surface: wat am i searching for? How do I come abt having this thing in my mind?
You noe, i have commenced having these questions materialized in my head ever since i watched bleach episode 109....hmmm drooling over the idea....well, my review on tt particular episode: Kariya came frm a poor background....(shinigamis strived to eradicate all bountos, ran'tao saved him frm all these savages put up by the shinigamis, Kariya was a young boi then)....throughout his past, frm the moment he acquired bounto powers to the time he joined other bountos to go against Quincys.....he saw defeats and defeats and defeats, he saw failure all of the time....TT's y he wanna get more powerful....absorb living souls tt totally contravene the obligations set up by the founding BOuntos....he sought power to change his own fate, and wanna see himself as the Supreme being....He put his own fate before the race of Bounto....He wanna be seen as the most powerful being in the universe who lifted up the race of bounto....While Ichigo sought power to protect his friens, he sought for a turn of fate.....hmmm drooling over tt subtle distinction between these 2 terms....this is the answer to the common question mi and my "da-ge" wanting to seek....(not tt we are weird)....for those out there who watched this episode, shld noe kariya was defeated in the end....well, ichigo and co. then realised Fate is actually a big wheel (with us being the cogs) and not a line extending forward. Rukia asked "shld we resign ourselves to Fate or break free of it?" drooling over this distinction and trying to figure out my stance towards Fate and also bearing the same question Rukia asked....
Searching my purpose in life is something i might consider doing.....two yrs ago, i rmb watching this show depicting HanWudi (true recount, so history lovers i suggest u to watch this), he said to one of his generals, every generation has its own purpose in life....put it in my own words, authoring the line slightly, every people has its own purpose in life....And yes but, WAT IS TT PURPOSE? yes, wat is my purpose of living? Wat i wanna achieve in life, you noe....yes again, 2 yrs ago, NDP 2005, i rmb they asked many children regarding their aspirations....Then lastly, we came across this child (he said, "I want to be a Prime Minister!!!")....the crowd was scoffing over the idea.....in a realistic world, there will be a lot of pple doubting tis and tt.....even mi, yes, i have my own ambitions, everyone has it but depending on the ambition you have, for mine, pple doubt i can fulfil my dreams....i noe there are pple out there who have been doubted....Yes, as these doubts motivate u to prove them wrong, this fuels u to affirm your ambitions....A strong message to all: if u have an ambition but beyond doubt, go achieve it and nv let eveybody doubt u....if u dare to aspire, go for it, dare to strive hard for it!!!!
Yes, for mi i have set out to achieve tis dream since a long time.....recently i did sth i tot would be one of the best opportunities to achieve tis dream.....however, i might be feeling uneasy in terms of ethics and conscience....whether is it a right thing or a wrong thing i have done???? Racking my brain over tis question.....but i did tis out of selflessness.....i have clear conscience for tt.....well, a long entry abt life philosophy....felt better upon whining....shld be long enuff or else, i can help to cure pple having insomina lolx....all rite tata outta here

Oh man.....not in a study mood....

oh man, i am in dire straits.....how i wish i have a couple of fotos wif mi now....and i mean freshly taken ones.....y ar....ok I am taking commlaw, bf and accounting method....i came across this gal whom i saw sitting somewhere b4 the staircase down to the library reading her commlaw notes....tt was yesterday i tink....i am in deep soup now....BF is cutting down my throat and i am realli gasping for air......tt's suffocating mi....all the calculations i need to rmb.....oh boi, guess i need some time to get out of the blue and proceed to being studious.....slack slack slack slack slack....tis is the onli word in the dictionary now.....ok....and yes, i am indeed very blessed because i have ERIN as my Business Finance tutor and den i have MYERS as my commlaw tutor.....the latter is ok....ya statutes, court cases must be brought into the arguments, followed by the arguments....sort of having some idea abt it.....looking at the long term, tribulations are coming my way for the next two sems.....if i can go thru tis two sems, for sem 2 next yr, i will be ok.....den back to sg for NS.....ok, managed to tok to gab yesterday at sushi train.....hmmm he sounds so yearning to go back....he said adelaide is boring....hmmm for mi, yes i wanna fly back do my NS, work in singapore.....
but b4 this day comes, NS ord, BMT, uni graduation, getting thru each sem smoothly, are still the levels i need to go past....but b4 we discuss tt, my tutes are still in a mess....not done.....noooooooo, procastination and some sort of prolonged "glued to com screens" syndrome is at its peak.....o man....shld do sth abt it and i will.....or else, b4 i noe it, i will be forced to the riverside.....been involved in club stuffs as well, as secretary of the SSA, as a committee member as well, going on roadtrip during one day in the mid-sem break to mclaren trip.....might need to get some fotos taken frm some other pple....maybe posting it here....and dad will be flying here during the hols.....wooooohooo, family reunion again.....oh man....ok received the warcraft 3 files frm james and also CS frm my cousin...so been glued to the world of "manas" and "headshots"....but juz recently been out of the world of "headshots".....oh boi, i betta go attempt tute questions b4 i realise i am going to be slaughtered by my tutor.....cheers outta here

A GUY SEEKING TO DISCOVER THE REAL WORLD!!!!

yes, frm tt title, i am tt person.....so evident, for those who knows mi well, might be subtle to find out tt i am such a person.....a person or boi wif shields all around him....patriot missiles blocking all incoming warheads.....
i am a person who wanna get out there and see the real world, ascertaining wat i have heard abt the life experiences.....haiz dunno la, k cheers i outta here

INTRUDER ALERT!!!!!

juz as my world of affections for tt person was on the verge of neutralising, someone and tt someone sort of caught my attention....my world of emotions once again felt tt tremor....

it is not n original tremor, but stumble my heart and soul again and again and again!!!!!
this someone makes mi tink of tt episode 3 yrs ago....
seeking to find tt next step for mi, wif the options i have: keep myself frigid, or go wif the flow....
i have been tempted by the first choice, juz like noise bombarding the world of quietness and peace....
tis person i had known juz two mths ago, barely noe her but i sense infatuation again will make a comeback!!!!!
reminiscience of tt episode: always tink of sth to avoid the recurrence of tis particular event.....a classic example of liking tt imaginary view of her, not the actual her.....*drooling*

am i following tis path again?

Well, only getting to know the actual her is the way...but we are countries apart....

Only, Heaven knows....