Crazy over her!!!!!

Day by day, i am crazy over her.....can u picture it? it's juz like a poison getting more and more serious......always thinking abt her......wanna say it out to her but i noe time is not ripe yet.....geez i noe everything but when i den can confess everything.....ohhh

What a memorable birthday celebration!!!! i dun mean juz one juz all of the celebrations in different days!!!!

Well, 2day is to celebrate the day when i was born....But first, let mi recap the things I had done b4 I was 18.....Firstly, on wed, I had made a few presentations verbally.....I went to Hughes Plaza with mark anita yingming....to present to the bradford students abt our experience.....I did talk a lot of crap but I did feel confident as one of the speakers. Secondly, my commercial law tute, i need to present my case to the "judges"....I always look to this tute every week.....had fun always...Thirdly, on thurs, AGM, I made a fool of myself haha presenting speech which was quite out of topic.....or to be specific, a speech which is meant for politicians in sg.....big topic, get heatened up at tt time. Though I did not get the post I wanted, I got the post of Secretary. I was glad abt this without realli feeling any disappointment. But I felt a dive in my confidence when I went for my second round of election for the post of Secretary....Well, though I shld thank those who voted, I shld thank matt instead first.....His word of encouragement made mi feel better, I was unable to sleep the night b4.

Yup, I got to rest den fri- Day 1 Of Celebrations
Went to ding hao wif wutong, liuxingwu, kinghan, edwin, hellen, lawrence, john......to have our dinner....had a fun time talking abt the jokes we had at bradford.....realli a fun time.....
Then day 2, went to victor harbour, visited the campsite for the children's camp.....yup met yingming's sis there....wat a coincidence!!!! haha den went out for dinner wif yan, kim, vivian, reno, yee whei, jiang wei, huiyu, my two cousins and my sis, my sis brought a frien as well and sujun!!! I had a fun time realli.....had coffee after tt at cibo.......den it was 11pm an hour b4 i turned 18...we went to unisa and took photos of ourselves, as if we were taking a photo album of "celebrities"....each foto with different poses.....i realli enjoyed myself, thank u all had the countdown thing wif u all.....a million thanks to all of u guys.....
For the actual day, I will spend time wif my family......at this moment, let us reverse time to 18 years ago which was in 1988, time: 8.23pm, venue: Mount Alvernia Hospital.......the place and time when i was born.....I could onli get out of my mum's womb thru surgery.....my uncle was the one performing the operation.....my mum bear lots of pain when she gave birth to mi.....Frm then on, I had been a big prob to my parents....having a hard time bringing mi up....The days in sg represented the time when i still have not matured.......now, I cant say I am but I can say I am going to be.....There were times when I was not satisfied of their restrictions on mi.....because I did not try to understand what they were thinking.....but now, I can.....I do understand......though I still not satisfied wif them sometimes, i still try to tink in their position and understand them.....thus, i did not realli argue wif them......
though 18 is still young, it is also not too young. Shld be the time when u actually get some experiences in life.....appreciate the care and concern given by ur loved ones....cherish them....or if you tink u have not noe ur loved ones deep enuff, try to get to noe them....u will understand them in the new way......
Therefore, later at adelaide time: 9:53pm....which is singapore time: 8.23pm. i will be at home spending the actual day wif my family, especially wif the person hu give birth to mi......also make calls back to sg: my ah gong my ahma, papa, Mummy Celestine, and my elder aunt maybe......yup, shld try to get to noe them in a new way.....u might find tt they are not actually wat u tot at first.....
I realised it long ago, but i felt awkward to say out to them....or type it out....To my parents: though sometimes i am arrogant, I still love u all.......Thank you for showering mi with love and care for the past 18 yrs.......Thank you papa and mama, mama coming wif mi to aust and papa who decided to send mi here and made my mind grow up........A BILLION THANKS TO U !!!! my meimei, thank you for ur present.....i will buy u a present in return, hehe!!!!

Biang, veri mushy, fortunately i typed it out i doubt i cannot even say iy out loud to them!!! Anyways, signing out.....Cheers!!!!

P.S for those hu voted for mi in AGM, I will treat as a birthday present from u all hehe!!!!!

Official stuffs!!!!!

ok, juz a bit less than 1 mth since i last updated my post....yup, juz two days ago, we had a last NDP com.....debriefing basically, not a lot of jokes, juz reports and opinions abt the entire event frm the entire com.....yup but it is official that the 2006 NDP com has been dissolved. So saddening, juz will miss those times when the com comes together for meetings!!! maybe those days allowed mi to have sth to look forward to every week: meetings!!!! yup, but it's all in the past. What now is that i have to go back to my studies. That's it!!!! and also a possible campaign for a post in the SSA com. seems to be confirmed tt the meeting will be held 13 days frm now, 3 days frm my birthday. a mix of excitement and panic. Why, afraid of contest? perhaps it's because it might be my first time running in elections like this? haha yup, cant decide whether i wanna run or not.

Well, still have a lot of time to decide....we will juz put tt aside? tmr going to the RA show, my uni friens went 2day but then i felt so bad tt i cant go with them....ya, but then i will have fun going with my other friens as well. For her, I will try to take initiative to noe her well, and others as well. Well, why i am not delirious abt tmr? oh wait, i am haha!!!!! 2 yrs in aust, but the first time to visit the RA showgrounds in relation to the show....a while havent been there since the exams. Also, other than the RA show, I am honoured to be granted the title "Organiser" for a possible to Mel, after the exam yup, well make enquires abt the things required and the budget set for the trip. ya, i tink tis is it, Out frm mi and cheers!!!!!