Ok, first entry after a major revamp....

yes i have changed my blogskin.....i presume to all readers, it looks much better....ok, i shall start whining abt my life so far here in adelaide....well, business finance assignment due on 10 may which might be two weeks later....i onli did abt 70 per cent of the appendix part for brief 3....and i am still dazed wif how to solve them.....yes, den also 4 days later the practice set for accounting method and a test soon....i am so nervous wif my time management (although i onli plan to get it organised, it is still in a big mess), it might appear to be flegling for amateurs(of time management)....
well, abruptly tot of some parts of wat happened at the chinese new year celebrations at my aunt's house.....my uncle and father saw eye to eye on most issues, every time they meet up, they will always tok abt politics and wat happens in the business world....u noe my dad, i rarely see him open his mouth at home.....my mum called it the sign of intellect....ok i have to agree wif tt....as i believe tt a quiet dog will bite but a noisy one wouldnt.....well, everytime my uncle and dad meet up, they can tok abt mostly anything they struck their mind.....hmmm yes, well, they persuaded to take up accounting degree......i mean they explain why they want me to study accounting.....den i rmb frm someone else's blog entry which talks abt being materialistic.....
ok, i have to admit that singaporean society is very materialistic....it isnt abt properties, being rich, it is abt the importance of having a degree frm prestigious unis....I have watched the film "Singapore dreaming" which showcases the society in singapore.....Well, i am not yearning to be rich; not passionate abt my name being printed in the Forbes list.....However, in this society, wif money, you cannot survive; just like the Mastercard ad, there are some things money cant buy....this is absolutely right.....
Frankly speaking when pple calls mi to get into business, my dad hopes tt i can be a financial controller of some corporation.....Yes, just like some wise man says, everyone is entitled to their own views. Well, in my opinion, i am not realli interested in that, but sth else....I juz feel i am not of business material....the strategy to make a company prosperous, or achieve healthy growth....i am not interested in those....Thank you guys for showing ur concern for my future but dun you worry, everything shld be planned for mi by now.....Ya making money, i am not in it....My cousin whom my uncle and dad tried to convince to study accounting when he gets into uni, sounded dismissive by saying "i am not interested in money"....
According to Poor Dad Rich Dad, no one is not interested in money...if not why are there people going to work? What do they work for? Ya....tt's it.....

exposure to the real world.....

ok, i shall reveal sth, during my time as an admin clerk in uob.....i realised tt everyone has been "reprimanded" in some ways, even mi myself......during the short period of time in uob, i wasnt quite used to the office life, totally an untrodden land to mi....where criticisms are in the air, meant for everyone....well, quite a gd starting ground for mi (a sneak preview of office life).....well, censoring the part of wat exactly happened...i juz said i came across this senior worker in the office hu happened to be veri kind, her name is jenny in her 50s or 60s, assist mi a lot in the face of the mountainous workload....she consoled mi, she did not want mi to have phobia upon hearing all these criticisms... well, i dunno y but maybe it was my first time or sth....
or is it? not realli used to being pointed fingers at....the idea of "nth to do wif mi and u are responsible and u are being accounted for", tis is sth i loathe....forgive mi for being harsh but tis is wat i tink.....i dunno, accountability.....everyone is accountable for their own actions, and make sure they all account for wat they did.....well, maybe to assure tt no one is perfect....not saying i commit sth in my life and you did not...i am not talking mistakes which are criminal....but common mistake which everyone is expected to commit....frm mistakes u learn.....oh tt senior told mi sth which i will always rmb which is accept opprobium and move on wif it.....i guess, i shld always bear tis in mind....tis is the real world.....
anyway, i watched the last episode of west wing on the tele, everyone juz say tt tis show can cure their insomina....i tot tis show is nice, though the fact tt tis show was meant for entertainment, my lecturer once exploit tis film to make it educational.....when my lecturer was introducing US politics to us, he let us watch a preview of the show....well, he does not stand alone....many pple did the same thing as him i believe.....
cheers, i tot i would have typed everything i thought of for this entry but in the end, it doesnt even hit 40 percent of it

If u wanna regret or repent, do it b4 it is too late.

Ya it has been a while since i last update this entry.....last tues, i received news abt my ah gong....but i deferred my calling back home....it wasnt until sat tt week till i get clear of wat eactly has happened to my grandpa/ah gong....his cancer has spreaded to the lower backbone....now he feels pain on his both legs and lower bone....whenever, he moves and stands. i felt guilty once i received tt sms frm my uncle regarding wat happen to ah gong.....i shld have called him earlier, i am not filial, i am supposed to be as his grandson....he treated us so well!!! he loved us, and played wif us since young.....i was having flashbacks at tt instant when i was at mclaren vale on sat....
#1: ah gong will always sit at the guest room which was next to the kitchen, looking at us while mi and my sis were still having lunch....with a buff on the cigarrete.....then once we finished lunch, we will run to sit on my ahgong's laps, mi on the left one, and my sis on the right....
#2: ah gong will always bring us out downstairs and buy us ice-creams.....even the uncle at the mamak (is tt rite) shop noes my ah gong as we visited tt shop so many times.....same goes to the lady boss at the minimart.....we were in high spirits once we got ice-creams and always enjoy ah gong's company....one of the things we looked forward then was the arrival of our grandparents at our house....
#3: ah gong drove my dad's car to the airport and fetched my dad....true, at first i felt sth was amiss, since tt's my dad's car, no one has ever touched the car except my dad....y ah gong can drive it? oh, ah gong was once a taxi driver....so cool....i have watched him drive twice.....i rmb tt time when ah gong drove my dad's car to the airport, tt was the last time i saw him touch the steering wheel....
#4: ah gong always sat down with us on the floor and played coins wif us....we will use the coins and let it spin on the floor....everytime when i wanna spin the coins, i will always tink of this.....i can still rmb the facial expression of my ah gong at tt time, smiling.....with spiky moustache and beard....always felt the spikiness when he kissed us on the cheek....
a stronger, slimmer ah gong years ago.....i will nv ever 4get the love he showered us wif.....if u ask mi wat values he taught mi, i will say this "Ai pin cai hui ying"....work hard and you will win.....i will nv 4 get tt as well....
though he do not play wif mi and my sis juz like yrs ago, we noe frm the bottom of our heart tt his love for us nv change.....i did not noe abt myself, my mindset at tt time....i tot all these are the rights i shld receive frm all my loved ones, of coz including my parents....Onli till sat, i realised tt i too was worried abt my ah gong's health as well.....till then i realised he always owns a place in my heart.....no one can replace him, sometimes i address pple as auntie uncle, ah-ma, but i have nv address someone as ahgong.....ya, the showering of love is not an entitlement, it is a privilege given to mi....shld not take things for granted.....
so i called my ah gong on sat nite, tok to him for a while.....i said to him sth i would have nv said to him.....sth materialized thru the process called emotional outburst, i said when i come back i want to c u stand and walk healthy in my presence, ah gong went "ok, deal".....u still have to see mi graduate, u still have to c ur great grandchildren, dun leave us!!!! everyone, my aunts and uncles, dad and mum, mi and my sis, want to see u belong to us.....everyone's ah gong.....fight on, not the time for u yet....NOT YET!!!!!
i am proud to be ur grandson, and as ur grandson, i will do everything to to keep u wif us....well, pray and pray and pray.....Heaven, grant us more time, i still have not done him proud and many things i have not done....
Lastly, to say "Ah gong, I have faith in you, everyone is doing their best for you!!!! Fight on and live on"...I will pray for you....cheers

A mind overloaded wif mixture of thoughts......

yes my mind is officially overloaded....i see this is the outcome of not updating my blog.....i realise tis blog provides mi a platform which i can pour out everything, juz like i confide in my confidant.....ok den yes, this week is piled up wif assignments, drving theory test and commitments.....yes i submitted my assignment, and i sat for the drving theory test....i made the last edition in the morning before i submit my assignment....wat i heard abt the assignment is tt if u fail tis assignment u fail the entire subject.....tis is sth worth astonished abt.....readers out there,it is beyond words to describe how i am panicking now.....but there is sth i wanna tok abt- an incident....tt happened two days ago....wat happened? we were discussing abt the second question of the assignment for the common law part.....mi, kinghan, tinyik, wutong were discussing.....arguing whether it is doctrine of ultra vires we shld be using or indoor management rule.....i can tell ya it was an inconclusive argument instead of typical discussion we always had....i tot at a split second, tis is an discussion not debating in parliament.....everyone held firm to their views of the situation and they argued pugnaciously......imagine how tense the atmosphere it can be if we were doing tis face-to-face.....well, wat is done cannot be undone....fingers crossed.....wat is it tt leaves an impression in my mind is the discussion we had over msn.....ya noe, either indoor management or doctrine of ultra vires......two options, but drawing a line between them seems to be so insurmountable.....Law? is there any correct or wrong answers? No, as long as u have the adequate evidence or approriate facts to prove ur stand, this answer is correct....wat i witnessed tt day was truly tense....being a spectator and not realli joining the convo, i have to say beyond words to describe......den the conclusion onli came the next day, my frien who took the other side finally "surrender".......is such contest ever going to appear again in future, in which i am the main part of it? nt sure, sometimes i juz question whether i have the faith to defeat my adversary in terms of the clash of ideas...maybe i might need some time to assimilate my facts and stand before i get myself involved......tt tense discussion certainly cast a shadow on mi....every time i tink abt comm law, i will always rmb tis.....maybe it will spell out how insurmountable u can ever get thru this sub.....
ok, after submitting my assignment, i went to take the drivers' theory test, certainly make urself a multi-tasker.....actually once last yr, i have tried studying two subjects concurrently.....i hate it when i always open msn messenger, the nokia advertisement always appear.....a pain in the neck.....well, back to the pt, exiting the multi-tasker topic for another topic, heart was thumping at the ot b4 i sat for the test, but woah, everything is over and wif a gd ending.....i passed it and at one go......
ok, den Young Master juz dunno wat is hardship.....in the westernised term, prince is used to describe pple like mi, while in mandarin, "da shao ye" is the term.....haha ok, the Prince a.k.a Young Master Ming Chien.....wanna go out there and find out wat exactly is hardship, i noe wat i shld do to achieve it....not at a young age anymore, need to get out there and noe the world haha...a few weeks ago, i came across this lady with tarot cards.....3 piles, 9 cards in each pile.....when it comes to choosing different inner voices starts to grow louder and louder, ur mind can be torn into 3 parts, which one to choose, in the end i used my gut feeling to choose the middle pile, and the cards, actually says i am beginning to manage my own life.....going out there independently hahaha.....ya it is time to acquire life experiences rather than cooping up either at home or in the small world which prevent us frm seeing wat the actual world is like? ya, the world is big haha.......cheers outta here

Liberated frm the world of mid-sem test for now.....

ok i am very delirious to declare that i have finished my bf mid-sem test.....in fact, i did not lament on tt 50-min when i was sitting for it.....james told mi not to study, it is still the same if u do study for it.....outcome is still a fail.....yesterday, the 3 wolves: mi, tinyik and kinghan....as usual went for the test and den lecture....kinghan, sticking to routine; sat somewhere else alone when sitting for tests. mi and tinyik, also sticking to routine; sitting together.....well, the test realli can hang someone instanteously if tt person have not taken any finance-related courses ever in his life....i can tell u tt....i was realli clueless of wat to do, though i do noe how to answer some questions in there....
i tot of naruto, when they were supposed to do the jounin test, sitting for the theory segment of the exam haha, the test was not meant to test how knowledgable u are, but test ur copying skills (how well-versed u r)....i believe it also applies to the test yesterday, pple peeping at other pple's work haha it's a sure thing.....
anyway, they will be concentrating on their financial accounting test, for mi comm law assignment: i am currently brushing thru textbook and notes to recap wat have i learnt.....in order to tackle the questions....well, hopefully everything goes well.....
well, speaking of the 3 wolves which is ranked according to our seniority haha: tinyik the eldest, king han the second, and mi the third and the youngest haha.....at least, we have a term for our gang, yup, hang out everytime after lectures or b4 lectures haha well, hope tt tis can continue for the next 1.5 yrs we have left in tis uni.....everlasting friendship, my buds in uni, the ones i always look forward to during lecs haha......juz realised a lot of friens around mi are willing to give mi a hand when i am in need of guidance and help or assistance haha.....beyond words to express how i feel as at tis moment, neither do i feel like saying anything when i meet u all.....i am always veri grateful, u have added colours to my life here in adelaide, one of the most wonderful memories i will take wif mi.....i expect the 4 yrs when i am here will be filled wif flamboyant colours.....sth i will nv 4get....the wolves haha arhooooooo!!!!! reno and mark are my bestest mentors plus advisors, of coz i will nv 4get u all!!!! well, instead of writing out my routine here in my entry, i tot it will much more wise of mi to make use of tis blog to share wif u all my mentality, my opinions of things in general.....much more worthwhile....cheers

Hmmm ok

yes ok, i have the "cheek" to update my blog instead of studying for bf tmr.....well, a couple of big decisions made, not going to mel this hols, coz got academic commitments....n ya....bf test tmr haha, flipping comm law tutes and notes and text for a while, argh promoters, doctrine of ultra vires. ok, law jargon can be locked up at the back of my mind for now......anyway, went to the Welcome Dinner organised by ASBC yesterday, had a lot of fun in my own table or rather call it in my own world haha....wif committee members, debby, betty and may haha with the exception of phy and hans over at the other table.....hmmmm anyway, a line of wat de michael chin's words struck mi tt nite.....human capital, pple like us studying are the human capital everyone wants to focus on....whenever u go....but wat actually struck was the peripheral of wat he said: be it going back where you come frm or staying here and work, cherish ur life here, ur life here will be one of most memorable experiences ever in ur life.....well, i agree, i certainly have to go back for NS, i was thinking what the scene will be like wif mi wandering around the city and the campus shortly after i throw my graduation hat high up into the air.....i tot of myself having all the flashbacks for the past 4 yrs i had spent here in adelaide.....frm a quiet and introverted filled wif ambitions young 17 to wateva i will become when i throw my hat into the air.....u noe mi and don actually saw eye to eye on where we are going to work upon graduation: we came to a consensus tt sg will be a much better place to work.....well, if my future plans does not experience any evolution, i guess upon graduation, i will be leaving for gd.....hmmmm maybe no!!!! hu noes, juz dun wanna disappoint my friens in adelaide haha...i sort of got attached to the place when i first left adelaide.....miss everything abt sg, including news, food, pastime and outings.....well, i have failed to cycle at pulau ubin wif my friens juz because i was working.....gosh....i have yet to utilise and realise wat the accounting degree can provide mi in terms of job opportunites. hmmm cant wait for june 30th to come so tt i can fly back to sg.....hoepfully a gathering will be organised, craving for it for 3 yrs and the class t-shirt as well .....hmmm but for sth, i have submitted my application juz early last mth, they emailed mi saying tt i will be informed of my application status within 3 mths....till now no reply, hopefully gd news will be coming my way....anyway, to enforce patience, i juz have to say to myself: "no news is good news"....ya fingers crossed....all riddy outta here cheers

Ok, another random blog!!!!

oh, updating my blog.....tmr will be the Welcome Dinner by ASBC at the Mings' Palace. and James is in da House, haha but he is not overlooking what i am typing now!!!! ok, back to the pt, next week is the last week b4 the mid-sem break...don and nd will be back in sg....but i am still drooling over how i will spend the 2 weeks endowed to mi......well, going on a roadtrip to mclaren vale, on the 14th, 12th will be the deadline for my comm law assignment, and the coming tues will be my bf (business finance) test....oh man, bf-ing is the new term i have created....hmmmm heard tt this test is so difficult that a lot of pple failed, but the test is redeemable as written in the course outline haha hmmmm, have been visiting several pple's blogs and regularly looking at my blog's tagboard haha hmmmm, weird ones and pple calling mi (gayy), ok, end of comments....

AND LES, STOP UR NONSENSE, I AM 100 PERCENT NORMAL, NOT GAYYYYY!!!!!!! haha

well, haha still dunno whether i will go mel or not, 500 dollars max to go there, 5th to the 10th was the period of time proposed....hmmmm and also, dad is coming on the 21st....well, i am frantic over bf haha....wat will happen on tues???? gosh, juz an entry depicting my recent routine and plan for my hols, nth special as the last 2 entries....cheers outta here

Blog-restructuring

ok, blog-restructuring....relatively short entry tis is going to be.....KISS (Keep it Simple Stupid), yes, according to some readers, for the blogskin, they sort of tot it was veri gayish....ok, ladies and gentlemen i share these concerns, this is why i have decided tt i will look for a new blogskin, to replace the 5566 one (well, in the past i will say no to changing), but this time, i am going to.....all rite yawns, 0.01am now, gotta sleep *snores*

BLEACH!!!!! INTROPECTIVE ENTRY

yes, boring mi!!!! the youtube released the first half of the bleach episode 119....guess those bleach fans out there, will like to find out wat happen to Ikkaku after he released his bankai bah!!!!! i have to say his bankai is COOL!!!!! heard frm reno tt his BANKAI is second to only one person out of those hu noes how to release the second level of zanpoktu (did i get tt rite?).....well, upon watching the first half of episode 119, i sort of getting myself into deep sense of thought abt everything in general.....my thing in mind started to surface: wat am i searching for? How do I come abt having this thing in my mind?
You noe, i have commenced having these questions materialized in my head ever since i watched bleach episode 109....hmmm drooling over the idea....well, my review on tt particular episode: Kariya came frm a poor background....(shinigamis strived to eradicate all bountos, ran'tao saved him frm all these savages put up by the shinigamis, Kariya was a young boi then)....throughout his past, frm the moment he acquired bounto powers to the time he joined other bountos to go against Quincys.....he saw defeats and defeats and defeats, he saw failure all of the time....TT's y he wanna get more powerful....absorb living souls tt totally contravene the obligations set up by the founding BOuntos....he sought power to change his own fate, and wanna see himself as the Supreme being....He put his own fate before the race of Bounto....He wanna be seen as the most powerful being in the universe who lifted up the race of bounto....While Ichigo sought power to protect his friens, he sought for a turn of fate.....hmmm drooling over tt subtle distinction between these 2 terms....this is the answer to the common question mi and my "da-ge" wanting to seek....(not tt we are weird)....for those out there who watched this episode, shld noe kariya was defeated in the end....well, ichigo and co. then realised Fate is actually a big wheel (with us being the cogs) and not a line extending forward. Rukia asked "shld we resign ourselves to Fate or break free of it?" drooling over this distinction and trying to figure out my stance towards Fate and also bearing the same question Rukia asked....
Searching my purpose in life is something i might consider doing.....two yrs ago, i rmb watching this show depicting HanWudi (true recount, so history lovers i suggest u to watch this), he said to one of his generals, every generation has its own purpose in life....put it in my own words, authoring the line slightly, every people has its own purpose in life....And yes but, WAT IS TT PURPOSE? yes, wat is my purpose of living? Wat i wanna achieve in life, you noe....yes again, 2 yrs ago, NDP 2005, i rmb they asked many children regarding their aspirations....Then lastly, we came across this child (he said, "I want to be a Prime Minister!!!")....the crowd was scoffing over the idea.....in a realistic world, there will be a lot of pple doubting tis and tt.....even mi, yes, i have my own ambitions, everyone has it but depending on the ambition you have, for mine, pple doubt i can fulfil my dreams....i noe there are pple out there who have been doubted....Yes, as these doubts motivate u to prove them wrong, this fuels u to affirm your ambitions....A strong message to all: if u have an ambition but beyond doubt, go achieve it and nv let eveybody doubt u....if u dare to aspire, go for it, dare to strive hard for it!!!!
Yes, for mi i have set out to achieve tis dream since a long time.....recently i did sth i tot would be one of the best opportunities to achieve tis dream.....however, i might be feeling uneasy in terms of ethics and conscience....whether is it a right thing or a wrong thing i have done???? Racking my brain over tis question.....but i did tis out of selflessness.....i have clear conscience for tt.....well, a long entry abt life philosophy....felt better upon whining....shld be long enuff or else, i can help to cure pple having insomina lolx....all rite tata outta here

Oh man.....not in a study mood....

oh man, i am in dire straits.....how i wish i have a couple of fotos wif mi now....and i mean freshly taken ones.....y ar....ok I am taking commlaw, bf and accounting method....i came across this gal whom i saw sitting somewhere b4 the staircase down to the library reading her commlaw notes....tt was yesterday i tink....i am in deep soup now....BF is cutting down my throat and i am realli gasping for air......tt's suffocating mi....all the calculations i need to rmb.....oh boi, guess i need some time to get out of the blue and proceed to being studious.....slack slack slack slack slack....tis is the onli word in the dictionary now.....ok....and yes, i am indeed very blessed because i have ERIN as my Business Finance tutor and den i have MYERS as my commlaw tutor.....the latter is ok....ya statutes, court cases must be brought into the arguments, followed by the arguments....sort of having some idea abt it.....looking at the long term, tribulations are coming my way for the next two sems.....if i can go thru tis two sems, for sem 2 next yr, i will be ok.....den back to sg for NS.....ok, managed to tok to gab yesterday at sushi train.....hmmm he sounds so yearning to go back....he said adelaide is boring....hmmm for mi, yes i wanna fly back do my NS, work in singapore.....
but b4 this day comes, NS ord, BMT, uni graduation, getting thru each sem smoothly, are still the levels i need to go past....but b4 we discuss tt, my tutes are still in a mess....not done.....noooooooo, procastination and some sort of prolonged "glued to com screens" syndrome is at its peak.....o man....shld do sth abt it and i will.....or else, b4 i noe it, i will be forced to the riverside.....been involved in club stuffs as well, as secretary of the SSA, as a committee member as well, going on roadtrip during one day in the mid-sem break to mclaren trip.....might need to get some fotos taken frm some other pple....maybe posting it here....and dad will be flying here during the hols.....wooooohooo, family reunion again.....oh man....ok received the warcraft 3 files frm james and also CS frm my cousin...so been glued to the world of "manas" and "headshots"....but juz recently been out of the world of "headshots".....oh boi, i betta go attempt tute questions b4 i realise i am going to be slaughtered by my tutor.....cheers outta here

A GUY SEEKING TO DISCOVER THE REAL WORLD!!!!

yes, frm tt title, i am tt person.....so evident, for those who knows mi well, might be subtle to find out tt i am such a person.....a person or boi wif shields all around him....patriot missiles blocking all incoming warheads.....
i am a person who wanna get out there and see the real world, ascertaining wat i have heard abt the life experiences.....haiz dunno la, k cheers i outta here

INTRUDER ALERT!!!!!

juz as my world of affections for tt person was on the verge of neutralising, someone and tt someone sort of caught my attention....my world of emotions once again felt tt tremor....

it is not n original tremor, but stumble my heart and soul again and again and again!!!!!
this someone makes mi tink of tt episode 3 yrs ago....
seeking to find tt next step for mi, wif the options i have: keep myself frigid, or go wif the flow....
i have been tempted by the first choice, juz like noise bombarding the world of quietness and peace....
tis person i had known juz two mths ago, barely noe her but i sense infatuation again will make a comeback!!!!!
reminiscience of tt episode: always tink of sth to avoid the recurrence of tis particular event.....a classic example of liking tt imaginary view of her, not the actual her.....*drooling*

am i following tis path again?

Well, only getting to know the actual her is the way...but we are countries apart....

Only, Heaven knows....

Back...........

been 2 months since i last updated my blog......went back to sg and juz came back last fri.....met lormee, nd, don, hk, tp and kevin and matt, lester, davin, some npcc squadmates as well......going out and work as well....

First work: admin clerk for 3 weeks at uob
Second: TNC, as a Accounts trainee (used a lot of Microsoft Excel).

For any news in sg, this is the one i am most concerned abt: Budget 2007

Wat happens: Workfare scheme is implemented, tax adjustments (GST and corporate tax rate)

GST goes up, and corporate tax rate goes down....in terms of the corporate tax rate, i am most welcomed with what the govt has done, certainly trying to address the long term probs.....talent outflow......y, mainly because they are more concerned abt their jobs, cant find a job in sg....no opportunities.....so tax adjustments to expand all these opportunities....to retain top talents and attract foreign talents.....a decisive move.....

this trend might continue for the next few Budgets, which will remain to be seen.....to mi, in overall this Budget is quite a good one......k outta here

A small container overloaded wif so many stuffs....

Well, time to remit some of my thoughts again...this container is overloaded, ought to find something to unload. You know, after my sup, I met Mark and Reno. For the former, I call him "MM" because he always do not hesitate to teach things to you. Though at times, I do doubt what he said but I do like the way he plans out his stuffs. I begin to admire this man, a man knowing what he wants to accomplish and commitments in his everyday life. He do have ideas and agendas at his fingertips perhaps, to be scrupulous. Though sometimes when he taught mi stuff he sounded as if he was lecturing mi.....a great "MM" I have!!!!1
As for Reno, a sworn bro of mine, I think he is a hardworking man, a man wif filial piety, a term I have not used for a long time. A lame joker, realli hahaa!!!! Just tt, I dun wanna dig out pple's drawbacks......

Anyway, I have realised the areas I ought to work on, acuqire knowledge based on these areas:
1. Politics (as always)
2. Economics
3. Accounting/Finance
4. History
5. Philosophy
6. Current Affairs
7. Personal Improvement (Qualities)

Yup, this is it.....write it out here to prevent the risk of forgetting this or tt.....my plan to go to KPMG to ask for part-time next yr....hopefully, I do can transfer to Bachelor of Commerce next yr and then also being eligible for a placement in KPMG.......anyway, reading books will be in my agenda for this week, followed by hunting for chocolates and more (perhaps that's all). Well, I juz wanna write my plans out so that I can remember and then stick to it.....alrite tata

Newspaper Article....

Below is an article reporting a recent event:

Jubilance for the Academic Team In Adelaide
The academic team stationed in Adelaide has reported in the success for the examinations. Out of the 4 subjects, the team obtained 3 distinctions. The team yesterday celebrated this remarkable achievement. The team captain, Koh Ming Chien has expressed his joy regarding this success and added that this success was attributed to the hard work put in by the team members for the past 6 months.

"I am overjoyed about this achievement, but I still think that we can still do better, and we will continue to do better" he added. However, the menace was still far from over. When asked about the retaking of the exam paper this Friday, Mr Koh replied with a sense of confidence, "No worries, we are ready for any challenges or surprises on Friday. We will strive to do better, and we will." This was due to the tragedy on 4th November as the fire alarm went off in the midst of the exam. The team, with the belief of doing better in the sups, are prepared for Friday's paper. "We are ready, and we will create history." one of the team members said. With a sense of optimism and a good track record behind, the team seems to be formidable. The best of luck to them on Friday.

Back in Singapore, where the chairman of the team has expressed a sense of joy and commended the team's hard effort for the past 6 months. "It is a good result and I am happy about it but they should understand that it is still far from over as there is another paper on Friday." the chairman has said. He has also expressed a sense of optimism for the Friday's paper. He said no matter what, he is proud of the team and the team will receive a grand victory celebration when the members return on Dec 12. All the best to these members and once again congratulations or their achievement.

Failure or Setback?

Failure or setback? Distinguish them. This question and of course, this two terms have been moving all around my mind, from the moment I decided to write this entry to this moment when I am typing. Am I a person whose fighting spirit is up to mark yet? Is it sth I have to possess in the form of potential? I mean, is it naturally in my heart or I have to train it? One of my attributes that will be applicable. During this moment of deep consideration, wif my mind and gut feelings and conscience, I have thought of sth which I have not thought b4. Everyone told mi that this path to fulfil ur aspirations do not work. However, time and time again, this idea has been consolidated in my mind and I eventually get to realise what I set out to achieve.
As for the two terms mentioned above, my mind was in a deadlock initially when attempting to distinguish these two terms. However, I have found the difference between them. The difference is whether the "fight" is an ongoing one or it belongs to history. I have encountered sth that is related to failing. Dun get mistaken that I flung my exams but I failed in one of the subjects necessary in life to pursue someone's "soul". There is tis soul I always want to pursue, but did not have the courage to try. I mean I dare to do some things inappropriate in public which go against the law of sanity. I got complimented by that and also criticised by tt kind of behaviour.
I do not have the courage to pursue someone's soul. I mean I know how to handle problems are that are complex but helpless in terms of things in life that are much more simpler. I wonder why. For example, calling, call for how many times a week or day.....I fail this subject, I have a feeling that I might have freaked someone out. I asked myself was I being natural or just making the call for the sake of making that call. I am deprived of that courage to try new stuffs in life. My frien called mi couple of times to find another target. I have been hesitating on this prob. I thought, I will not leave an unfinished war or battle undecided of its outcome before leaving for another battle elsewhere. My answer is, if it is not official that I failed, I will not withdraw from the battlefield. This will be called setback. If u decide to continue fighting this battle, these hindrance which you had tripped over, are called setbacks. However, if you withdraw from the battlefield, these will be called failures. It might not sound right but it makes sense to me....alright I have to tata now see ya soon....

An announcement.....

Well, time to emit some of my thoughts here. I will start off wif a decision of mine regarding the exam results for one of my subjects. It will be announced in the following "speech" of mine and it will sound quite political maybe......

"On 1st November 2006, 11.30am , during the midst of the exam, the fire alarm went off and students were forced to evacuate the examination hall and the exam was cancelled at the spot. 2 days later, the examiners said they will mark the exam answers written at that spot and will be scaled it to the mark we will get should the exam run smoothly. If we are not satisfied wif the results we are given the chance to resit it again. A target was thus set as to whether to retake the exam or not. Yesterday, as the result of mine did not meet this target, I would like to express my sense of unsatisfactory and fervorly believe that this method of marking did not reflect a student's understanding. However, it is still unfortunate to accept that we have to accept the failure of achieving the result which we strongly desire. My friends, as a sign of protest to this way of marking and that the strong belief that we have the ability to excel in this subject. It is my intention to retake this exam. Dun feel embarassed over this outcome and decision, for some of my friends. I know all of u feel welcome abt this decision but some will feel embarassed as our adversaries got better results and thus there was no necessity for them to retake the exam. My friends, there is nothing to be ashamed about. You know, everyone deserves a second chance and it is always endowed to all of us. It is up to us to use it or dispose it into the rubbish chute. My friends, let mi give u an example. In the 1960 US presidential elections, Richard Nixon was defeated by John F Kennedy. However, in the 1968 elections, he made a comeback and won the nomination in his party once again to run for president. Then he won the presidency. My friends, from this example, we have seen that someone was given a second chance and he used it well. Another much similar example, was when I sat my microecons mid-term test for the first time and the paper went missing, then I was given another chance to prove my ability, I retook the exam and I got full marks for it. My friends, my call to you all is that dun feel disgraced by being given a second chance but it will be an authentic disgrace not using the chance endowed to you. My friends, I do believe in Hope and a better tomorrow and let us be optimistic about this exam and use this ample time endowed to us and demonstrate our outstanding and true capability in excelling in this subject. My friends, this is a major feat for us and we will overcome it and work for a better tomorrow. My friends, I will ask for ur support and unity once again and let us overcome this together as one. Thank you!"

Ok, this is just to address my inner soul regarding the idea to re-take the exam. I was ambivalent abt this idea....so ya anyway, felt better and cheers, tata!!!!

Crazy over her!!!!!

Day by day, i am crazy over her.....can u picture it? it's juz like a poison getting more and more serious......always thinking abt her......wanna say it out to her but i noe time is not ripe yet.....geez i noe everything but when i den can confess everything.....ohhh

What a memorable birthday celebration!!!! i dun mean juz one juz all of the celebrations in different days!!!!

Well, 2day is to celebrate the day when i was born....But first, let mi recap the things I had done b4 I was 18.....Firstly, on wed, I had made a few presentations verbally.....I went to Hughes Plaza with mark anita yingming....to present to the bradford students abt our experience.....I did talk a lot of crap but I did feel confident as one of the speakers. Secondly, my commercial law tute, i need to present my case to the "judges"....I always look to this tute every week.....had fun always...Thirdly, on thurs, AGM, I made a fool of myself haha presenting speech which was quite out of topic.....or to be specific, a speech which is meant for politicians in sg.....big topic, get heatened up at tt time. Though I did not get the post I wanted, I got the post of Secretary. I was glad abt this without realli feeling any disappointment. But I felt a dive in my confidence when I went for my second round of election for the post of Secretary....Well, though I shld thank those who voted, I shld thank matt instead first.....His word of encouragement made mi feel better, I was unable to sleep the night b4.

Yup, I got to rest den fri- Day 1 Of Celebrations
Went to ding hao wif wutong, liuxingwu, kinghan, edwin, hellen, lawrence, john......to have our dinner....had a fun time talking abt the jokes we had at bradford.....realli a fun time.....
Then day 2, went to victor harbour, visited the campsite for the children's camp.....yup met yingming's sis there....wat a coincidence!!!! haha den went out for dinner wif yan, kim, vivian, reno, yee whei, jiang wei, huiyu, my two cousins and my sis, my sis brought a frien as well and sujun!!! I had a fun time realli.....had coffee after tt at cibo.......den it was 11pm an hour b4 i turned 18...we went to unisa and took photos of ourselves, as if we were taking a photo album of "celebrities"....each foto with different poses.....i realli enjoyed myself, thank u all had the countdown thing wif u all.....a million thanks to all of u guys.....
For the actual day, I will spend time wif my family......at this moment, let us reverse time to 18 years ago which was in 1988, time: 8.23pm, venue: Mount Alvernia Hospital.......the place and time when i was born.....I could onli get out of my mum's womb thru surgery.....my uncle was the one performing the operation.....my mum bear lots of pain when she gave birth to mi.....Frm then on, I had been a big prob to my parents....having a hard time bringing mi up....The days in sg represented the time when i still have not matured.......now, I cant say I am but I can say I am going to be.....There were times when I was not satisfied of their restrictions on mi.....because I did not try to understand what they were thinking.....but now, I can.....I do understand......though I still not satisfied wif them sometimes, i still try to tink in their position and understand them.....thus, i did not realli argue wif them......
though 18 is still young, it is also not too young. Shld be the time when u actually get some experiences in life.....appreciate the care and concern given by ur loved ones....cherish them....or if you tink u have not noe ur loved ones deep enuff, try to get to noe them....u will understand them in the new way......
Therefore, later at adelaide time: 9:53pm....which is singapore time: 8.23pm. i will be at home spending the actual day wif my family, especially wif the person hu give birth to mi......also make calls back to sg: my ah gong my ahma, papa, Mummy Celestine, and my elder aunt maybe......yup, shld try to get to noe them in a new way.....u might find tt they are not actually wat u tot at first.....
I realised it long ago, but i felt awkward to say out to them....or type it out....To my parents: though sometimes i am arrogant, I still love u all.......Thank you for showering mi with love and care for the past 18 yrs.......Thank you papa and mama, mama coming wif mi to aust and papa who decided to send mi here and made my mind grow up........A BILLION THANKS TO U !!!! my meimei, thank you for ur present.....i will buy u a present in return, hehe!!!!

Biang, veri mushy, fortunately i typed it out i doubt i cannot even say iy out loud to them!!! Anyways, signing out.....Cheers!!!!

P.S for those hu voted for mi in AGM, I will treat as a birthday present from u all hehe!!!!!

Official stuffs!!!!!

ok, juz a bit less than 1 mth since i last updated my post....yup, juz two days ago, we had a last NDP com.....debriefing basically, not a lot of jokes, juz reports and opinions abt the entire event frm the entire com.....yup but it is official that the 2006 NDP com has been dissolved. So saddening, juz will miss those times when the com comes together for meetings!!! maybe those days allowed mi to have sth to look forward to every week: meetings!!!! yup, but it's all in the past. What now is that i have to go back to my studies. That's it!!!! and also a possible campaign for a post in the SSA com. seems to be confirmed tt the meeting will be held 13 days frm now, 3 days frm my birthday. a mix of excitement and panic. Why, afraid of contest? perhaps it's because it might be my first time running in elections like this? haha yup, cant decide whether i wanna run or not.

Well, still have a lot of time to decide....we will juz put tt aside? tmr going to the RA show, my uni friens went 2day but then i felt so bad tt i cant go with them....ya, but then i will have fun going with my other friens as well. For her, I will try to take initiative to noe her well, and others as well. Well, why i am not delirious abt tmr? oh wait, i am haha!!!!! 2 yrs in aust, but the first time to visit the RA showgrounds in relation to the show....a while havent been there since the exams. Also, other than the RA show, I am honoured to be granted the title "Organiser" for a possible to Mel, after the exam yup, well make enquires abt the things required and the budget set for the trip. ya, i tink tis is it, Out frm mi and cheers!!!!!